i have this residual pain in my arm from cutting a couple weeks ago that im not used to and it just really triggers me. feeling this horrible pain in my arm just makes me want to slice my wrists up. is this weird???? am i a total freak?
See, the problem is that God gives men a brain and a penis, and only enough blood to run one at a time. - Robin Williams
"If you live to be a hundred, I want to live to be a hundred minus one day so I never have to live without you.” - pooh bear
im really scared. i dont know if i can resist the urge to cut, and i have a lot to lose. they've already said next time i do im committed automatically. and i have to call the paramedics so long as im able. i dont know what to do.
See, the problem is that God gives men a brain and a penis, and only enough blood to run one at a time. - Robin Williams
"If you live to be a hundred, I want to live to be a hundred minus one day so I never have to live without you.” - pooh bear
Aw honey! Well it's good that your able to call the paramedics right? And I'm not sure what the commited thing is [sorry!] but maybe this could be your chance to do something that will distract you? Other than that I'm not sure honey. Like I said PM me anytime honey!
Yas Louise
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i hate my life i think im doing my job for my familys sake and not mine. i hate where i live (the city), i hate the boredom, and i hate that i cant stop cutting. if i cut tonight i lose my job and get hospitalized and lose my family sorta. you think that would deter me, but i just want to so badly maybe to get out of this all.
See, the problem is that God gives men a brain and a penis, and only enough blood to run one at a time. - Robin Williams
"If you live to be a hundred, I want to live to be a hundred minus one day so I never have to live without you.” - pooh bear
i hate my life i think im doing my job for my familys sake and not mine. i hate where i live (the city), i hate the boredom, and i hate that i cant stop cutting. if i cut tonight i lose my job and get hospitalized and lose my family sorta. you think that would deter me, but i just want to so badly maybe to get out of this all.
Aw honey! I think you know this isn't the right way out, I'm guessing that your family aren't to keen on the whole SI thing then? Maybe there's someone you could talk to? It's midnight here, and I don't know if there's a time difference there but if there isn't, then your doing a fantastic job babe!
PM me if you want to talk, or add me to MSN, I'm here if you want to talk!
'All this for a damn princess'
♥ Drella, YellowLemon, ChloeBean
Glittertrashdoll, Blind at heart, Mercipourlevenin, Silent_Screams, Laurawr ♥
You can beat this, remember these feelings do pass. Have you got someone there that you can talk to? I'm here if you need someone to talk to. Take care
Kat xxx
"Recovery is something that you have to work
on every single day and it's
something that doesn't
get a day off."
im seriously thinking about quitting my job for a volunteer job. theres just a lot of pressure. and i KNOW im gonna cut again sooner or later and the thing is it will get me in the hospital and then what about work? i just dont know what to do i am so cnfused.
les.
See, the problem is that God gives men a brain and a penis, and only enough blood to run one at a time. - Robin Williams
"If you live to be a hundred, I want to live to be a hundred minus one day so I never have to live without you.” - pooh bear
Congrats hun for makin it thru last night. Maybe if the job is causing you too much pressure that would be a good idea. Only you know whats best for you tho. Hang in there, you can get through tonight.
"Recovery is something that you have to work
on every single day and it's
something that doesn't
get a day off."