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Old 19-06-2019, 03:20 PM   #121
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That sounds like a good plan, writing things down has helped you before right? It's good that you've got a bit of time to think about it too. I hope you get what you need from the appointment.





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Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.

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Old 19-06-2019, 03:40 PM   #122
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Thanks, yes, writing helps. If all else fails I can just hand over the paper.

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Old 23-06-2019, 11:58 AM   #123
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How did it go on Friday?





I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.

Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.

You didn't come this far just to come this far.


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Old 24-06-2019, 12:34 PM   #124
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He says I need to eat more, that I can feel in control by eating healthily rather than restricting. He made a suggested eating plan for me. It's a lot more to eat, although not many more calories. I try to follow the advice of health professionals and my parents in these things but it's hard.

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Old 24-06-2019, 02:18 PM   #125
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Yeah, I can imagine it must be hard. It would be good if you could manage that healthy control, take it step by step. If there are safe things you/others can do to make it even slightly easier then try to do them.





I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.

Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.

You didn't come this far just to come this far.


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Old 26-06-2019, 12:02 PM   #126
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I used my therapy yesterday with help from family, and decided to spend the next week trying to trust the people around me instead of the voices. I'm scared of cameras and the implant. I'm finding it hard to eat still. I don't know if I can trust anyone.

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Old 26-06-2019, 02:31 PM   #127
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It's natural to be scared, but it's great that you're challenging things. Hopefully if you stick with it then the anxiety will decrease.





I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.

Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.

You didn't come this far just to come this far.


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Old 28-06-2019, 02:04 PM   #128
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I can't do this. Anything. But I need to shower.

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Old 28-06-2019, 03:22 PM   #129
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You can do this, you are doing this, you have done this before. If things feel like too much right now then maybe try and focus on getting one small thing done.





I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.

Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.

You didn't come this far just to come this far.


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Old 28-06-2019, 03:27 PM   #130
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What kind of thing?

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Old 28-06-2019, 05:02 PM   #131
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I've had a shower. I feel vulnerable from the Organisation and SHy.

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Old 28-06-2019, 05:05 PM   #132
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Do you feel any better having had a shower? (I know how difficult that can be sometimes, but sometimes it can make you feel a tiny bit better)







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Old 28-06-2019, 05:46 PM   #133
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No, I feel worse. But at least I don't smell.

Bad days are normal, right?


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Old 28-06-2019, 07:13 PM   #134
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Well done for having a shower, that's a really great step.

Bad days are very normal, yes, but we all have them to different degrees. What helps on your bad days?





I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.

Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.

You didn't come this far just to come this far.


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Old 28-06-2019, 08:11 PM   #135
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Sleeping through it!

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Old 29-06-2019, 01:01 PM   #136
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How are you today?





I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.

Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.

You didn't come this far just to come this far.


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Old 29-06-2019, 01:58 PM   #137
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Bit anxious and scared. I've taken some PRN. I've eaten too much.

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Old 29-06-2019, 04:32 PM   #138
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I'm glad you're trying to manage your anxiety, does anything else help with it? Is there something in particular that you're scared about?





I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.

Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.

You didn't come this far just to come this far.


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Old 29-06-2019, 04:35 PM   #139
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Food. Cameras. The implant. The Organisation.

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Old 29-06-2019, 04:36 PM   #140
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Does it help to talk about your worries with someone who knows you?





I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.

Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.

You didn't come this far just to come this far.


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