Try and get some rest, lovely. I'm seriously proud of you, and you know where I am/we are if there's anything we can do and thank you, again for being so supportive x
"I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel. Make us all feel wonderful. We'll never forget."
Thank you love, that means a lot. I'm not proud of me, I don't see how anyone could be. I feel like such a huge failure. :/
"I know you're sad, so I won't tell you to have a good day. Instead, I advise you to simply have a day.
Stay alive, feed yourself well, wear comfortable clothes, and don't give up on yourself just yet.
It'll get better. Until then, have a day."
Star sorry I left so suddenly my net died "technical" fault. I wasn't running or ignoring you. I really am proud of you, like Claire. You should be very proud of yourself for trying to get yourself sorted out.
Star I can understand how you feel as I have had to take the semester out too but your not a failure lovely. It takes alot to admit that your not coping and to work towards getting yourself better.
Leigh, hope your cold gets better soon
Ritzi how are you?
Congrats Claire
I am struggling but managing. Thanks :)
"Recovery is something that you have to work
on every single day and it's
something that doesn't
get a day off."
Star, i know that feeling of failure. I felt it for ages after taking my year out. It will go away though, because in the end it won't matter. I know that feels hard to believe sometimes but it's true. You've done what was necessary and in the long run it will help.
Lots of love to you all
xxx
Always seem to get things just that little bit wrong.
"don't wish, don't start, wishing only wounds the heart"
Thank you all for your support <3 It really means a lot right now.
Kat, I'm sorry you're struggling. If you want to talk about it, we're here for you.
Claire, how are things going in New Zealand?
How are you all doing? Love <3
"I know you're sad, so I won't tell you to have a good day. Instead, I advise you to simply have a day.
Stay alive, feed yourself well, wear comfortable clothes, and don't give up on yourself just yet.
It'll get better. Until then, have a day."
"I know you're sad, so I won't tell you to have a good day. Instead, I advise you to simply have a day.
Stay alive, feed yourself well, wear comfortable clothes, and don't give up on yourself just yet.
It'll get better. Until then, have a day."
Apparently there was a sonic boom or something from a typhoon plane..I missed it completely but it's all over my FB and was on the news.
I'm ok..my day has been rather pointless..I was made to go into work for a meeting- which turned out to be a waste of time really and cause it was in the middle of the day it kinda messed up what I could do today. Oh well, day off again monday.
How are you?
Life can be beautiful if you let it.
Step back, breathe and take it in
That sounds a bit rubbish. Got any plans for your day off?
I'm okay, more or less.
"I know you're sad, so I won't tell you to have a good day. Instead, I advise you to simply have a day.
Stay alive, feed yourself well, wear comfortable clothes, and don't give up on yourself just yet.
It'll get better. Until then, have a day."
"I know you're sad, so I won't tell you to have a good day. Instead, I advise you to simply have a day.
Stay alive, feed yourself well, wear comfortable clothes, and don't give up on yourself just yet.
It'll get better. Until then, have a day."
Fair enough..although you probably should sometime soon cause they will find out some other way. Why haven't you told anyone? Is it because your ashamed of it?
At the end of the day, you made the right decision for you at the time..you've nothing to be ashamed or embarrassed about and I'm sure your friends/fam just want to be there for you! <3
Life can be beautiful if you let it.
Step back, breathe and take it in
I know I need to, I've just been avoiding it. I'm embarrassed and I don't want to upset my parents, it's going to be horrible. But yeah, you're right. I will try to do it tomorrow!
"I know you're sad, so I won't tell you to have a good day. Instead, I advise you to simply have a day.
Stay alive, feed yourself well, wear comfortable clothes, and don't give up on yourself just yet.
It'll get better. Until then, have a day."
Make sure you let them know how difficult it was for you. Hopefully that will help them to be understanding of how much you need their support right now.
I don't know if this is appropriate here so I'm going to hide it.
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I just binged, again, and it's taking a massive toll on how I feel about myself. Fail-ure. :( I have my graduation in 2 weeks and I'm just going to look like trash cause I'm weak and I don't even have a good excuse. I just like food >_>
Hiiii,
Big hugs Star. If you need to chat about things just send me a message :)
Hugs to Kat too!
I am unbelievably tired and I don't know why. I'm wondering if the venlafaxine has anything to do with it though I can't work out pharmacologically why it would.
In NZ I'm on the kids' cancer ward. Lots of the kids are really sweet and the parents are happy to chat which is nice. There are some pretty rare conditions which is cool (obv not for them) but not so much to see. I've booked to do some exciting things/travelling over my last couple of weeks here - tomorrow I'm climbing the Auckland Harbour bridge and going with my cousin to Judo - he trains the NZ team.
How are things apart from work Leigh?
I know binges are really really irritating but one isn't going to affect how you look for graduation. Even if you think you eat too much because you like food there is likely an emotional aspect behind it and the binges and you will be able to sort it out and get on top of thing.
Always seem to get things just that little bit wrong.
"don't wish, don't start, wishing only wounds the heart"
Claire, it sounds really interesting, and I'm still super jealous, are you managing to enjoy any of it? I hope so, and for the record I think you're doing fab!
Aimee, it's rubbish that it happened, but one binge isn't going to affect anything. You will look stunning (as always) at graduation, congratulations too. Also, I've missed seeing you around, I hope everything is going well.
Star, I just wondered if you've managed to speak to your parents, and if you're coping okay? You know it's the right thing, and a really brave one at that. *more love*
Leigh and Kat, how're you both? I hope you're good xx
"I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel. Make us all feel wonderful. We'll never forget."
