I just really want it...
Ive been in a weird mood lately. Im depressed again an often when im driving I think about me crashing or something awful happening, than kinda want it to...
I cant keep a friend because im SO bipolar im set off to easily.
When I take showers I imagine myself cutting again... just havng cuts from my wrist to my elbow on my arm, than my thighs covered. Than wanting that to happen.
What is wrong with me...
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