after 3 months... *triggering SI?
so i hadn't cut for 3 months. just one day i was in the hospital and i woke up and then i was fine. didn't want to do it anymore. then, 3 months later, i suddenly can't control it again. no particular reason. i mean, i'd wanted to during that 3 months at times, but it wasn't that big of a deal. i could easily control it. and now i'm doing it almost every day for the last 2 weeks. anyone ever have that happen, where it just comes and goes for absolutely no reason? the weird thing was, that i had been doing it without stopping for a year and a half before that, and had never had that happen. the only other time i stopped was really hard. so i just don't get it. i thought it might be my meds, but why would they just suddenly stop working?