Insanity: Well done on talking with your doctor, I hope the rest of your day went well. Emma: So proud of you. Well done, sweetheart, as that must have been tough <3 Hazel: That's very brave and I'm proud that you went without drinking! Lana: *hero badges* Very proud of you, and putting away scales is always a good thing! And I'm glad that you've eaten more than you were planning to as well <3 Cbear: That's awesome! Well done on sending it in and good luck for the interview! fawkes(Ritzi?): Very well done on your productivity and cleaning. And yay for eating a good meal, that's brilliant! Kiran: That's an incredibly brave and heroic step. I hope that it helped a little. Marie: You are being a super hero and I'm proud of how hard you're trying. Well done, doll!
Nic, Ilana, Lyddie, Kat <3 Thank you for being lovely.
Well done, Ilana, darling, you've been really brave to challenge yourself with more than you're used to and to recognise and admit that things are tough <3
*sticks a gold star on yer nose*
*boop!*
:3
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I've managed to maintain my weight for just over three weeks now. I need to maintain my weight as to get physical health treatment I really need, so I'm trying really hard to keep eating well and stuff. It's a pretty big thing for me, I know three weeks isn't long, but it's been really hard. Yeah.
Now I'll play your ghost as my ace, whenever I'm led astray.
But I am actually good, can't help it if we're tilted.
I'm in my right place, don't be a downer.
Laura-well done for being all productive and working on your CV and stuff!
Lottie- Well done for opening up to your GP; that's really brave :) And awesomesauce that you managed to make it out to Morissons! Hope you got some yummy food :)
Alex- well done for socialising! Forging friendships and being sociable can be so helpful for your mood :)
Jen- well done for deciding to start a mood diary, and for agreeing to try the long acting quetiapine; that could be helpful.
OtherAlex- well done for speaking to your GP about your suicidal thoughts, and for braving the bus to see your sister. Hope you had a great time.
Emma- So proud of you for asking for help and being honest about how you're feeling!
Hazel- well done for being honest with J about your drinking, and for not buying alcohol :)
Lana-Hooray for not purging! That's definitely good :) Hope your socialising goes well!
Cbear- well done for enrolling on a course, and all the best of luck for your interview; I hope it goes well!!
Ritzi- Well done for cleaning the house, and hooray for a decent meal!!
Kiran- that's so brave, I hope the conversation went well :)
Marie- well done for using up all your hero stickers! And I'm so proud of you for maintaining your weight. You're amazing <3
Ilana- Well done for eating more than you wanted to. You're such a star. Things will get easier; and hopefully being a little more nourished will help you feel physically and mentally stronger :)
Today Jodie was brave and had rice with her dinner which is normally a Super Scary Food Item, but she ate it because she is a hero.
In Jenna news, I manned the fuck up today and ate the amount of calories I was supposed to under The New Regime *nods*
Jenna, I'm so proud of you, you are truly Wonderful with a capital W, well done m'lovely <3
Now I'll play your ghost as my ace, whenever I'm led astray.
But I am actually good, can't help it if we're tilted.
I'm in my right place, don't be a downer.
I have not been a hero in a long time. But today I ate a little more than I was okay with. Which is still not very much, but I'm trying to recognize that I haven't been doing very well, and eat at least a little bit more.
Well done for eating a little bit more. It can be so very hard and I think you're amazing for managing it.
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I've managed to maintain my weight for just over three weeks now. I need to maintain my weight as to get physical health treatment I really need, so I'm trying really hard to keep eating well and stuff. It's a pretty big thing for me, I know three weeks isn't long, but it's been really hard. Yeah.
What a hero you are!! Very well done love
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I managed to go out today, just to Morrisons and to my Mums, despite an awful day yesterday and being quite traumatised by it today.
So brave beautiful! Very well done *hero stickers*
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Today Jodie was brave and had rice with her dinner which is normally a Super Scary Food Item, but she ate it because she is a hero.
In Jenna news, I manned the fuck up today and ate the amount of calories I was supposed to under The New Regime *nods*
Jodie and Jenna, you are both beautiful, brave heroes! Well done!
xox
Let us go then you and I, when the evening is spread out against the sky, like a patient etherized upon a table
- T.S. Elliot
Ilana: I didn't see your post! Well done, sweetie, that's a really brave and good step and I know you've been struggling *awards badge* Marie: That's brilliant, sweetie. Don't under-estimate how well you're doing! Tig: Well done, that's a really good step! Jodie: That's very brave and brilliant! Well done. Jenna: Go you! That's amazing and I'm super proud of you.
Ahhh, Jodie I'm so sorry, I didn't read Jenna's post properly like a bit of a flid. Massive well done to you for challenging yourself with scary goods, I know how hard it is and I'm really proud of you <3
Now I'll play your ghost as my ace, whenever I'm led astray.
But I am actually good, can't help it if we're tilted.
I'm in my right place, don't be a downer.
Jodie and Jenna are having some kind of Hero Brigade competition it seems ;) You're both doing amazingly well! Really.
Ritzi love, I am very proud of you for managing to get Rolo out every day :) Really, really proud of you, I know it's difficult for you to get out at all sometimes <3
I've kind of messed up a bit recently, but today I have work from 2-9pm, which means I could very easily avoid all kind of food, but I made myself get a banana to keep me going so I don't collapse and die later. I had to cut it into bitesize pieces like you would for a child, but I still had something which is good I think :)
I'm gonna tap him like a maple tree. I'm gonna search him for some syrups. I'm gonna be having sex with him.
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I slipped back into ed behaviors today was counting calories and restricting for half of the day then i started to feel shaky and unwell ...said to my self enough is enough and ate a meal that was a good amount of calories and i enjoyed the meal as well.
I think i did the right thing because am not feeling as shaky or as unwell as i was
Alexwhoisntme, well done for noticing and pulling yourself up, thats very sensible
He was no longer jean valjean but no. 24601 -les miserable
Some of life's mysteries will never be solved, such as why, after spending an entire evening listenong to Bach, do I find myself humming "the birdie song".......
I am reaching, but i fall, and the stars are black and cold, as i stare into the void of a world that cannot hold- les miserables
I'm sorry I don't know many names yet for you all, apologies!
- Ritzi, well done on getting Rolo out ~ *sends mucho glitter and sparkly fairies your way*
- Insanity, well done for recognising what was happening and taking steps to change that. *Spreads glitter and fairies for you too*
Left Phalange - Massive well done for eating your banana, that is fantastic. *Spreads more glitter and fairies*
I have a thing for glitter & fairies, oops!
My thing may sound a bit stupid but I managed to take a new tablet tonight. I am really scared because I have a phobia of being sick and I'm nervous the tablet could make me sick but I recognise I need to take it to get well.