tonight i was reallllyyy struggling with the idea of eating my pudding on my meal plan, so instead of taking it upstairs where i could have gotten away with not eating it, i made myself sit with my mum and eat it :)
If only you'd ever speak to me
the way you once did
look at me the way you once did
pull to me the way you once did
but you don't
you don't feel anymore
you don't care anymore
it's all gone
it's all gone
omg I acctually did do something!
I took my tablet to help heal my stomach from all the purging =] I usualy don't take it becuase I dont want to heal... but i did becuase I don't want to be ill today :)
I am allowed to make my own dinner tonight, and im going to actually have something
<3
Your mind fogs up, you open your eyes and you are surrounded,,, chained to what you can't see,,, only sense. I'm choking when I try to inhale. My throat constricts, I can't swallow,
I think I bit off more than I could chew
Kepp up the good work everyone, you all seem to be doing well :)
I've been taking my vitamin tablets for 2 weeks instead of binning them like I used to....I still hate them though, why can't they taste like something besides PLAIN! hehe XD
Today I have hurt my leg so i am going to give my exercise a break, rather than make it worse
x
Your mind fogs up, you open your eyes and you are surrounded,,, chained to what you can't see,,, only sense. I'm choking when I try to inhale. My throat constricts, I can't swallow,
I think I bit off more than I could chew
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
