repetition
Life in harrows life in old sorrows
Taking me away from this place
Taking me to my empty space
Where I don't have to feel these horrors
Where I might just wake up tomorrow
Feeling this doom this true this summer
And I might find myself again
And I might find myself a friend
As this endless gloom makes me suffer
As I begot my life, it's tougher
I'm feeling rougher than yesterday
While I'm praying to end this life
While I'm just living without strife
A life too easy is hard this way
A life I'm hoping to take away
Nothing loves me, nothing really does
This emptiness I feel is hard
This emptiness I can't discard
Hoping there's something for me above
Hoping there's someone for me to love
This emptiness, I'm slowly dying
Sighing that I won't save myself
Sighing that I won't get help
But in the end I'm only trying
But maybe all this time I'm crying
No tears falling from my empty eyes
The sky's so grey this summer day
The sky might just take me away
Please don't believe me, I'm telling lies
Please don't believe that I want to die
Death doesn't come easy, not to me
My fruitless life is emptiness
My rootless life is in this place
Praying that something will set me free
Praying that someone will let me be
But be together with me I hope
That I can live again this year
That I can be me without fear
Yet my neck tightens against the rope
Yet my mental state will always cope
As I hope to die today again
Nothing is left for me, nothing
Nothing is left in my something
Where can I find love, or just a friend
Where can I find somewhere to just end
Maybe I got too close to the sun
Just maybe my life was meant for one.