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Old 11-06-2007, 01:05 AM   #61
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binged and purged.
feeling really horrible, dizzy, cant sleep yet again.
i think ive put on weight, i dont know because im too scared to step on the scales but i think i have.
no, i know i have.

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Old 11-06-2007, 05:03 AM   #62
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OMG having like lunch/dinner with friends i cant get out of it and i cant purge after it im so stressing ARGHHHHHHH!!!!!

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Old 11-06-2007, 05:08 AM   #63
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I'm eating more than I was, but am really struggling. I ate a small lunch today, and that's it. But that isg ood for me ehh




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Old 11-06-2007, 02:14 PM   #64
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I ate more lunch than I normally would and I feel horrible and fat.
I'm going to end up purging, I can just see it happening.






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Old 11-06-2007, 02:33 PM   #65
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I've been doing OK. Not too much b/p but I've been restricting a lot. Tomorrow would have been my Grandads 80th birthday and so me & my family are going out for a meal to mark it. I'm scared. I don't want to eat at a restaurant. I can't control the portion sizes, or control how they cook it. I'm so so scared.



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Old 12-06-2007, 03:54 PM   #66
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So far I have eaten 4!! rounds of white toast with jam on :/ bollocks. And not surprisingly my weight has increased. But I still want to pig out on more.



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Old 12-06-2007, 04:08 PM   #67
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Old 12-06-2007, 04:28 PM   #68
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*hugs Lucy*
Love you =]

I feel horrible and huge.
I've already (nearly) eaten more than I said I'd eat today and that's not counting all the tic tacs, mints and chewing gum I've been popping like drugs because I don't dare put 'real' food in my mouth.






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Old 12-06-2007, 07:05 PM   #69
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I've binged again. I'm too scared even to weigh myself. If I saw a number over 120lbs then I'm scared of what I would do.



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Old 12-06-2007, 08:54 PM   #70
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Best advice ever given to me; don't weigh post-binge!
Keep away from the scales.
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Old 12-06-2007, 09:14 PM   #71
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Well my eating is worse than ever. Im eating less than 500 calories a day and the thought of food makes me want to literally throw up. Food seems to becoming an enemy more and more each day, even things lyk apples and vegetables are hard for me to swallow. I spend all morning trying my best not to faint and drinking gallons of water to prevent it. I feel spaced out all of the tym.
But im still here and breathing :) so its not all bad

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Old 13-06-2007, 05:03 PM   #72
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I'm doing badly. I'm awful. I'm sorry...

If you wanna see how fat I am now, go to the ED forum Pic thread. I'm huge. Sorry I'm falling apart, things are not good xx


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Old 14-06-2007, 10:11 AM   #73
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Im struggling. I'm 102lbs. But even though that seems kinda low in a way, the thought of gaining one pound terrifies me... I'm tiiired. Why cant I just LOOK THIN?



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Old 14-06-2007, 10:48 AM   #74
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At the mo im not eating much really and throwing up a bit, i need to loose the weight, i wanna be six and a half stone for the prom, and **** i know i'll do it. i feel so trapped.



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Old 15-06-2007, 12:27 AM   #75
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I was a bit alarmed by how fast I was dropping weight (even though I like it, i also have a lot of health anxiety), so i tried to eat more today but only managed maybe 700kcal...

I have to wonder... will this kill me?



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Old 15-06-2007, 01:02 PM   #76
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Old 15-06-2007, 01:16 PM   #77
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Still fighting and in recovery - today is the first day of my increased diet (its getting increased every 4 to 6 weeks) bit anxious but OK.



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Old 15-06-2007, 01:18 PM   #78
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^^ Keep going, Kel - I am so proud of you!

Every mouthful of food I put in my mouth just makes me feel so GUILTY.



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Old 15-06-2007, 07:09 PM   #79
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Shucks :(... it seems alot of people are struggling but are definately trying which is really positive. I hope you all can get better and not live like this for long you all deserve to happy .
I am too struggling with my weight gain but i have no choice really and i do know its for the best. Im an Inpatient at the moment (currently have leave from Thursday - sunday night) im actually coping ok at home and tend to always put on more weight when i go home than if i was to stay in hospital which is weird i guess but thats why they are sending me home longer.
I hate it there so much i just want to get out which is one of the reasons why im putting on weight at home more. Although i know this is not making me better at least i wil be physically well enough to come home and maybe it is better for me to work on the mental side of this after.
Its hard gaining weight though and i just have to keep thinking to myself that i dont want to spend the rest of my life in hospital and i have to get better sometime ...

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Old 15-06-2007, 07:23 PM   #80
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I feel like crap.
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