Calm down peoples I got dragged off the computer *nods*
Chapter 28
Frank watched as his fathers lifeless body fell from Gerards arms. He looked up at Gerard and opened his mouth to say something but before he could, everything went Black.
Frank opened his eyes, his head was pounding. He looked around in a panic, he didn’t know where he was. He tried to sit up but he couldn’t. His body felt so heavy. He lay back down and closed his eyes. A few minutes later he heard voices, he opened his eyes and the first thing he saw was Gerards worried face just inches from his.
Frank opened his eyes properly again and recognised where he was. He was in Gerards lounge. Mikey Tom and Bill were there aswell watching anxiously. Frank looked up at at Gerard “Gee I….” “Shh Frankie. You need to rest.” Gerard lifted Frank up from the sofa and carried him down to the basement, laying him on the bed and pulling the covers over them both. Frank lay down in Gerards arms and looked up at him “Will you still be here when I wake up?” Asked Frank, he was worried what Gerard answer would be, but he saw Gerards eyes soften as he nodded. “Yeah I’ll still be here Frankie, I’m not going anywhere” Frank smiled happily and drifted off to sleep.
Gerard lay there holding Frank close and watched him sleep. He wished he could stay like this forever but he knew he couldn’t. One thing he was certain of was that he couldn’t hurt Frank like he had before. Frank started to stir slightly and Gerard gently stroked his hair. Franks eyes fluttered open and he sighed happily when he saw Gerard “You okay Frankie?” “I am now, I didn’t think you’d be here, I thought you’d leave me again or…” Gerard put a finger to Franks lips and then replaced it with a soft kiss. “Never again Frankie, you deserve so much better than that. “ Frank looked up at Gerard, “Thank you Gee, if you hadn’t come down when you did, I don’t know what he’d have done to me.” “Don’t thank me Frankie. It was my fault. If I hadn’t made you leave, then….” “He’d have hurt me anyway Gee, he hated me.” Frank shuddered slightly and then looked back at Gerard “What about the body, Gee what if you get found out,” “It’s all sorted Frankie, don’t worry, he looks like he died of a heart attack, there’s no way anyone will find out.” “What about my mum and and my sister Gee, what’ll happen to them?” “It’s okay Frankie, it’s all sorted, now try and calm down, all the worrying isn’t doing you any good.”
Frank lay back down, he’d got so many thoughts racing through his mind, what were his mom and sister thinking right now, what if they blamed him? And he still didn’t know if he and Gerard were actually together or not, all Gerard had said was he wouldn’t hurt him again. “You’re still worrying about something Frankie” Frank looked up at Gerard, “What about the rest of my family Gee, I mean sure my mum and sister were fine with me but the rest of my dad’s family they….” Gerard kissed the top of Franks head and whispered softly “I’ll never let them hurt you, I promise”
Then he kissed Frank softly once more, Frank reached up and pulled Gerard closer to him, deepening the kiss, “Someone’s eager” Smiled Gerard “But I think we should leave it for today Frankie, there’ll be plenty of time for that.” Frank looked up at Gerard, “Does that mean….” “It means whatever you want it to mean Frankie”
Gerard kissed Frank once more and watched as he slowly drifted off to sleep again. As he watched, he started to feel uncomfortable once more. He still wasn’t sure if he was actually gay, all he knew was he had feelings for Frank. But that was one guy. Did liking jusy one guy make him gay. He rolled onto his back, he’d promised Frank that he wouldn’t hurt him but when he thought of telling the others it filled him with dread. He didn’t know if he’d be able to keep his promise to Frank after all.
Chapter 29 Gerard got up and walked upstairs to the living room to find Bill and Tom sitting on his sofa, he wasn’t going to ask how they got in. The whole group had known each other for years now and practically lived at the Way household.
"Hey guys" said Gerard, sitting himself down on the sofa next to Tom. "Where is everyone else?"
"Movies or something" replied Tom playing with his dreads.
"Why didn’t you go?"
"Some shitty girly film" he replied
"Hey! I wanted to go, I only stayed here so you wouldn’t be only" shot Bill, he honestly didn’t mind girly films. "You owe me a move trip"
Tom laughed slightly "yeah whatever, anyway Gee, how’s Frankie boy?"
Gerard smiled at the thought of the sleeping teenager in his bed, he didn’t even notice he was smiling until he saw the smirk and raised eyebrows on Toms face.
"Hes fine, just sleeping"
"Cut the crap Gee, are you two together or what?" Tom said, looking his friend straight in the eye.
"I don’t know, he’s a guy and I'm not into guys. But somehow hes different, I actually feel a connection with him like I havent felt with any of the girls ive been with"
Tom nodded, then his eyes went wide. "wait wait wait, you’ve slept with him?"
At this Bill turned his head and faced the two teenagers, his jaw wide opened.
"What? Of course not!" Gerard really wasn’t good at lying to his friends, they could see straight through him. Especially Tom. ****, need a good excuse. Think Gee, think! "You said a better connection that any of the girls you’ve been with, therefore implying you had slept with him" Tom laughed "dude you are so gay" Bill joined in the laughing.
"Yeh well just because all you think about is sex doesn’t mean I do! I never ****ing slept with him!"
and with that Gerard got up and stormed into the kitchen and poured himself a drink.
"Hes so into ****" Tom cried, tears from laughter falling down his face. His brother in hysterics too.
In the kitchen Gerard could hear the fits of giggles from the twins. Damn them. Gerard knew that as soon as he was out of earshot Tom would phone everyone up and declare the gossip he just found out about his friend. He made a mental note to kick Toms ass.
Downstairs in the basement Frank woke up. Smiling remembering Gee’s promise. He rolled over expecting to see Gerards sleeping form but instead he was greeted with an empty space. Franks good mood suddenly ended. He shouldn’t of trusted Gerard, not after everything. He was too niave. He sat up and looked around the room, he was just about to get up and leave when he saw a crumpled bit of paper on the table next to the bed with his name on it.
Frank reached for the paper and opened it. Frank, Before you freak, I havent left you. I'm just upstairs I needed to talk to the lads. Don’t worry I'm not leaving you ever again. And I want you to know that, ill give you whatever you want. Ill protect you with all my heart and if you want to be together, then we will. I'm sorry I was such a ****. I was in denial about my feelings, but now they are more clear than ever. Ive fallen for you frank, so hard. You’ll just have to give me some time to get use to it. But from now on, I'm all yours. Look at what you’ve done to me! First turning me gay and now making me go soppy. If you ever make me watch a chick flick I'm commiting suicide. I’ll never let them hurt you, I promise. Love and all that **** Gee X
Frank smiled as he read the letter and the warm feeling had returned.
DILLIGAF
"it’s when you’re acting selflessly, that you are at your bravest"
- Four.
♥
Chapter 30
Frank carefully got out of the bed, clutching his ribs slightly as he moved. He picked up the piece of paper and started up the stairs. He could hear the twins laughing. Were they laughing at him? He shook the uneasy feeling off and continued up the stairs and into the lounge. The twins stopped and looked at him and started laughing again. Frank looked at the floor and wandered into the kitchen. “Hey you feeling any better” Frank looked up and saw Gee smiling at him, “Yeah umm thanks. Gee what are the guys laughing at, is it me or something.” “No Frankie they’re laughing at me, I guess I said a lil too much.”
Frank walked over to Gerard, who wrapped his arms tightly around Frank. Frank took the crumpled paper from his pocket and looked at Gerard “Did you mean it Gee? Do you really want to be with me?” Gee smiled “Course I do Frankie but like I said this is all new to me, I need a little time to adjust.”
Frank looked up and kissed Gerard softly, just then Bill and Tom walk in “Jeez can’t you two get a room!!” Said Tom, covering his eyes, as he walked back into the lounge. Frank raised his eyebrows at Gerard in a suggestive manner “Frank is that all you think about!!” Laughed Gerard. Bill pulled a face then winked at Gerard and walked back out.
“What?” Asked Frankie. Gerard looked at him. He couldn’t believe how much he’d hurt Frank. It killed him to think of Frank being hurt and upset. “Frank d’you wanna stay here, I don’t think your mum and sister will be back for a few days and I’m guessing you don’t wanna stay over there alone.” Frank smiled “You sure Gee? I don’t wanna put you out or anything” “Yeah sure. C’mon lets go and get some of your stuff”.
They walked into Franks house. You couldn’t really tell anything had happened apart from the blade lying on the floor. Frank shuddered and headed upstairs to pack some clothes. Meanwhile Gerard wandered around. They looked like a normal family. There were pictures everywhere of the four together. You’d never have known about Franks dad being the way he was. Gerard picked up a picture of Frank and his dad together. It didn’t look that old and they both looked so happy together. Gerard teared up a little and began to wonder if he’d done right killing Franks dad. “Gee?” asked Frank softly. Gerard turned around, the picture still in his hand. “Oh sorry Frankie I shouldn’t have.” Gerard put the picture down and Frank came over to look at it. “That was last year y’know. Right before I told him I was gay. We were always close. I never thought he could be like he was Gee.” Frank picked up the picture and threw it across the room. The glass shattered and Frank just stared at it. Gerard went up behind him and wrapped his arms around him “It’s ok Frankie. You’ve got me now, you know that right? I won’t hurt you any more.” Frank smiled “I know Gee. You saved my life. All the other stuff doesn’t matter anymore. I know why you said the things you said.”
Gerard and Frank stood there in each others arms for a little while. “We ought to head back or Bill and Tom will tell everyone how we came over here to ‘do stuff’”. Frank smiled and they left for Gerards house hand in hand.
When they walked in they went straight down to the basement to avoid more awkward questions and Gerard helped Frank unpack his stuff. “Gee will the others mind me being here” Asked Frank suddenly. He looked slightly worried about Gerards answer. “No Frankie and anyway, it doesn’t matter what they think. I love you. That’s all that matters”
Chapter 31 Upstairs Amy and Mikey had returned to the house, the others had decided on going out for some shopping and these two teenagers had decided they wernt in the mood for it. Plus Amy missed Bill like crazy.
As soon as she saw him, he reached out to hug her but instead she literally dived in his lap and curled up in his arms.
"I missed you like WOAH" she squealed
"Hey fancy going out somewhere?" Bill whispered into Amys ear, and she nodded. They said their goodbyes and made their way out of the house, there hands entwined as they walked.
"So where we going?" Asked Amy curisouly, Bill smiled his devious smile. "Bill Kaulitz! You made a surprise havent you?" He smiled.
"Not exactly"
And they arrived at a peircing and tattoo studio. "Bill, why are we here?"
"well you always said you wanted your tounge peirced!" he said, earning a massive grin from Amy as she ran inside.
"Billllll I loove you!" she squealed as she picked out the jewelry.
Within 30 minutes, the new peircing was in place and Amy couldn’t stop beaming.
"You know, you didn’t have to squeeze my hand so hard" Bill laughed with earned him a playful slap from his girlfriend.
"It hurt! She pouted.
"Don’t forget darling, ive had it done too, I know what its like. Its not that bad" he laughed.
"Yeh but you’re a booooy!" she said pouting again "now take me for coffee!" Amy said brighting up a little and giggling.
Back at the house, Hannah had now come round after she was bored from shopping with 2 lads.
"Miiiiikey!" she said running upto him and giving him the biggest hug ever.
"Woah! Sweets, I was only with you an hour ago" he laughed hugging her back and placing a gentle kiss on her lips.
"Yeh but I missed you" she said, snuggling her head in the crook of her boyfriends neck and filling her nose with his scent.
"Fancy going to watch a movie in my room?" he suggested, his girlfriend nodded.
"But I get to chooseee!" she said running up the stairs.
"Noooo! Youll choose another girly film. I cant handle any more soppy stuff today" Mikey whined as he entered his bedroom.
Hannah was sitting in front of her boyfriends movie collection.
"Shut up mister" she giggled as she picked out a movie and waved it infront of his face.
"Texas Chainsaw Massacre?" he smiled, maybe his girlfriend had good choice in films after all "nice, put it in then mrs"
Hannah shot him a glare. "I'm not old enough to be called Mrs." She pouted "Grandad"
And she put in the movie and sat on the bed and curled in her boyfriends arms as he gently kissed her head.
"I love you" he whispered into her hair.
"I love you too" she smiled.
DILLIGAF
"it’s when you’re acting selflessly, that you are at your bravest"
- Four.
♥
Chapter 32
Two weeks had passed since Frank and Gee had finally got together and Gerard was just starting to accept being open about it, even if he did still get teased by the others. Frank had moved back home with his mum and sister but he still stayed over at Gerards house every now and then.
Frank was lying in bed with his eyes closed. He knew he should get up but he couldn’t be bothered. He sighed and then he felt Gerard kissing his neck and one of Gerards arms slid around his waist. “Hmmm no Gee not this morning please” mumbled Frank “Still tired from last night are we Frankie?” “Yeah last night and like all the other nights” Yawned Frank “and anyway I don’t feel so good”
Gerard rolled his eyes “Frank y’know you don’t need to lie, if you don’t feel like it just say so. I don’t mind” “Just because you don’t get sick Gee doesn’t mean I don’t. I’m serious I feel like ****.” Gerard wrapped his arms back around Frank “I’m sorry, I love you” Frank sighed and tried to go back to sleep but it was no use. All of a sudden he threw the covers off and ran straight to the bathroom. Gerard frowned slightly and went after him, he walked in and saw Frank bent over the toilet throwing up. Gerard knelt down beside Frank and rubbed his back gently. “Frank maybe you should go and see a doctor.” “No” said Frank in between being sick “I get sick all the time. Ever since I was a baby, I’ll be alright in a couple of days, I guess I just need a proper nights sleep.” Gerard laughed gently and helped Frank up off the floor. “Gee I think I’m gonna get dressed and go home. I’m not much company when I’m ill anyway.” Gerard nodded and walked Frank back over to his house. They said their goodbyes and Frank walked into the kitchen. His mum looked at him worriedly “Frank, you look so ill, maybe we should get you to the doctor” “No mum. I’m fine I’m just tired that’s all.”
Franks mum looked at him again and he left the room quickly. He hated when she fussed over him, he’d much rather it was Gerard fussing over him but he knew where that would lead. He went upstairs and tried to get to sleep.
Gerard was back in his basement, sketching and drawing. All the pictures in his book were of the same person. Frank. He smiled as he looked through them. There was one of him and Frank together. He looked at it and smiled. He really could see a future with Frank, maybe it was a bit too early to start thinking about that but he couldn’t help it. He felt like he’d missed out on so much and he wanted to be with Frank forever. However long that might be. He put his sketchbook down and went upstairs smiling. He walked into the kitchen where Bill and Mikey were talking. They looked like they were having a serious talk. “What you guys talking about?” Asked Gerard “Oh nothing, it’s not important” Said Mikey uncomfortably. He got up and walked out of the room.
“So, how’s things going with you and Frankie?” Asked Bill, Gerard smiled as he thought once more about Frankie “Great, y’know Bill, I don’t know why I had such a hard time accepting my feelings for him, it’s like it was meant to be. And nothings gonna ruin it.” Bill smiled “I’m happy for you, and at least there aren’t random girls wandering around the house every 5 minutes.” Gerard smiled slightly, even though thinking about that sickened him. “What was up with Mikey anyway?” “Oh um…he’s ok, just got stuff on his mind that’s all. Don’t worry about him Gee.” Gerard looked up at the clock. Frank had been home for a couple of hours now and Gerard was missing him like crazy. “I’m just popping out for a bit. See you later.”
Gerard knocked on Franks door and his mum greeted him straight away. “He’s lying down upstairs if you wanna go up” She said smiling. Gerard went straight upstairs and into Franks room. He was still sleeping, so Gerard lay down next to him and watched him sleep. He looked so peaceful. Gerard stroked Franks face softly, nothing could ruin their relationship, in Gerards eyes it was perfect