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11-08-2019, 05:53 AM
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#641
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Join Date: Aug 2015
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Worried about being hospitalized again. Really worried about everything because I'm getting worse and my therapist sends me to the ER at the drop of a hat and they don't let me go easily because I present as a danger to myself no matter what I say. I'm not doing well at all. My life is Crap and I wonder around aimlessly every day with my head down. People call me Sir and I realize the years are flying by and I'm Not living. I look like hell and it matches how I'm feeling inside on the outside. This is not living. I can't go back and get the years back. The hell with everything. Screw it!!!
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11-08-2019, 11:29 AM
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#642
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meditating
Join Date: Aug 2019
Location: London
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motivated to get dressed for the day.
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"And in the naked light I saw
Ten thousand people, maybe more
People talking without speaking
People hearing without listening
People writing songs that voices never share
No one dared
Disturb the sound of silence.." The Sound Of Silence by Simon and Garfunkel
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13-08-2019, 02:28 PM
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#644
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Join Date: Jun 2019
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Scared for what is to come in life... I'm about to graduate high school and I gotta apply for uni's :((((
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13-08-2019, 02:58 PM
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#645
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meditating
Join Date: Aug 2019
Location: London
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I am unstable as usual. I have to love the calm moments I get tho'.
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"And in the naked light I saw
Ten thousand people, maybe more
People talking without speaking
People hearing without listening
People writing songs that voices never share
No one dared
Disturb the sound of silence.." The Sound Of Silence by Simon and Garfunkel
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13-08-2019, 03:04 PM
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#646
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Join Date: Sep 2017
Location: London-ish
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Like I'm trying to wade through jelly...
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13-08-2019, 06:09 PM
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#647
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Join Date: Mar 2013
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anxious, wired, slightly unfocused.
angry, concerned
- bad guts
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Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted.
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. I tried groups, didn't work out just made my depression a lot worse.
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15-08-2019, 03:48 PM
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#648
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The Shadow of the Day
Join Date: Oct 2004
Location: Scotland
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Low. Can't be bothered with myself/life.
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I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.
Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.
You didn't come this far just to come this far.
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15-08-2019, 06:39 PM
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#649
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Join Date: Sep 2017
Location: London-ish
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Disappointed, in myself, in pumpkins, in everything.
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16-08-2019, 06:50 PM
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#650
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The Shadow of the Day
Join Date: Oct 2004
Location: Scotland
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Desperate.
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I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.
Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.
You didn't come this far just to come this far.
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17-08-2019, 01:01 PM
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#651
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Join Date: Mar 2013
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all over the place.
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Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted.
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. I tried groups, didn't work out just made my depression a lot worse.
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17-08-2019, 02:28 PM
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#652
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The Shadow of the Day
Join Date: Oct 2004
Location: Scotland
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Alone and unreal. A huge blank space around me.
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I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.
Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.
You didn't come this far just to come this far.
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17-08-2019, 03:15 PM
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#653
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Join Date: Jan 2008
Location: U.K.
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Vulnerable, worried.
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Ying tong iddle ai po!
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18-08-2019, 02:09 PM
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#656
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The Shadow of the Day
Join Date: Oct 2004
Location: Scotland
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Messed up.
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I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.
Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.
You didn't come this far just to come this far.
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18-08-2019, 03:52 PM
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#657
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Join Date: Aug 2019
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Mild anger and some panic otherwise kinda flat and tired
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18-08-2019, 07:53 PM
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#658
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Join Date: Sep 2017
Location: London-ish
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A bit unsafe...
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19-08-2019, 04:50 PM
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#659
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The Shadow of the Day
Join Date: Oct 2004
Location: Scotland
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Confused. Unreal. Afraid.
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I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.
Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.
You didn't come this far just to come this far.
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19-08-2019, 06:20 PM
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#660
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The Shadow of the Day
Join Date: Oct 2004
Location: Scotland
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Do I exist? What is existence?
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I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.
Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.
You didn't come this far just to come this far.
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