Is there anyway you can go to your local council and tell them what's happening, that you've had to have medical attention due to the abuse and cannot go home. They may be legally required to put you in temporary accommodation for your safety, I say may as I've never done it personally. Do you think that's a possibility?
the last week has been hell,she's evil and nasty and i hate her horrible toy things. why wont she listen to me? why does she have to hurt me all the time? im not coping. im in so much pain right now i just want to curl up and die. not even been able to get on here, as she's been looking over my shoulder at everything ive been doing. she's supposed to love me she's my sister, what have i done to make her hurt me all the time? am i bad and nasty? is this all my fault?
This isn't your fault sweetie, is there any way you can do what I suggested in my last reply? You need to get out of this situation, it's so unfair that you're having to go through this.
i give up, im sorry i cant cope with it all no more.
its only 2.30 and ive been through hell already, cant do this anymore.
*curls up holding pills*
its all my fault im bad.
im a failure and stupid just so stupid,cant get anything right.
why cant i tell them, why? just keep freezing. had a nice lady but just couldnt tell her, im stupid, stupid, stupid.
Sweetheart who was the nice lady? I bet we can still tell her. Write it out and read it or see if you can e-mail it to her. Can we try that? You can do it, I know you can. :) *hugs*
Farewell the Ashtray Girl
July 12, 1987-April 30, 2010
i cant do it, cant tell her. im bad its all my fault i deserve it, thats what im here for. i dont matter. cant do it, cant do it, just cant. *hides away crying*
You're not bad and it's not your fault. That being said, and I'm not trying to be harsh here, if you don't say anything to get yourself out of the situation, it's going to continue.
*pulls Jo into a hug* Sweetheart Facet is right. This will continue if you don't do something. You CAN do it. You are NOT bad, and you do NOT deserve it. NO ONE is made to be hurt, and it's not allowed. Listen to us Jo, please.
Farewell the Ashtray Girl
July 12, 1987-April 30, 2010
I agree with Tracie and Facet, you're not bad Jo, and it's really not your fault at all.
I don't think this situation you're in can change really if you don't do something to try and change it. I know that's scary but you really don't deserve this treatment you're getting. You're a wonderful beautiful person and you don't deserve all this pain.
Who was the nice lady you saw before? Maybe you could write a letter to her, that might be less scary than a phone call or seeing her. What do you think?
sorry not been on i ran away, but after ten days they found me, and its been hell since.
right now im trying to find a reason to stay alive and i cant seem to find any, i cant run again, im to scared now to tell so im better off dead.
im so sorry for letting you all down *curls up crying*
