He won't stop and his words are tearing pieces from my soul... everything is wrong... it needs to be less. I'm so selfish and take up too much space *covers head and curls up as small as I can in the corner rocking*
So she lights up a candle for hope to be found
Captive and blind by the darkness around
Each wave a promise, a new hope reborn
Sunrise consoles at the break of dawn
Alanna, please consider reaching out for professional support.
*puts tray of hot chocolate and cupcakes on table*
♥It's the ups and downs of living life this way. Promise me you'll never go away. Just stay with me through one more night because it's always darkest before the light and now I promise you I'll never turn away. I won't let you give us one less heart to break...♥
I will. I will... I am back seeking my counsellor, but it's only every two weeks for now. Not sure what would happen if I asked the doctor for more. I know for now he said just to use the Victims recognition, but I'll have to wait to be assessed from the second. I'll just have to hold on. I'll be ok physically- just mentally it hurts... A lot...... Thanks Katie. I'm sorry...
So she lights up a candle for hope to be found
Captive and blind by the darkness around
Each wave a promise, a new hope reborn
Sunrise consoles at the break of dawn
♥It's the ups and downs of living life this way. Promise me you'll never go away. Just stay with me through one more night because it's always darkest before the light and now I promise you I'll never turn away. I won't let you give us one less heart to break...♥
i can't stop thinking about the times i was abused by others. i can't feel the pain in my skin anymore, but it hurts on my heart still, even after years... when does this stop?
“Sometimes, the best way to help someone is just to be near them”
♥It's the ups and downs of living life this way. Promise me you'll never go away. Just stay with me through one more night because it's always darkest before the light and now I promise you I'll never turn away. I won't let you give us one less heart to break...♥
So she lights up a candle for hope to be found
Captive and blind by the darkness around
Each wave a promise, a new hope reborn
Sunrise consoles at the break of dawn
So she lights up a candle for hope to be found
Captive and blind by the darkness around
Each wave a promise, a new hope reborn
Sunrise consoles at the break of dawn
♥It's the ups and downs of living life this way. Promise me you'll never go away. Just stay with me through one more night because it's always darkest before the light and now I promise you I'll never turn away. I won't let you give us one less heart to break...♥
I'm scared and it's just hurting and hurting and hurting. *curls up in corner and cries*
So she lights up a candle for hope to be found
Captive and blind by the darkness around
Each wave a promise, a new hope reborn
Sunrise consoles at the break of dawn
feel so pathetic… feel worthless… step dad found out i am bisexual… he said "cool, another phase"… not a phase… not a phase…-curls in a corner as small as she can and cries- everything seems to be wrong… my poppy(grandad) has got cancer… mum says i only ever worry about myself… i i dont always only worry about myself…
Have you ever sat there and wondered ‘why am I still here? I don’t even want to be here. I haven’t wanted to be here for so long. What’s keeping me here?’ And then you realize the answer is nothing. And that scares you even more than the fact that you don’t want to be here anymore.
(((((Dark Whispers))))). You're not worthless. Not at all.
Is anywhere safe? I can't seem to make the feelings go and everything inside me just wants some kind of oblivion- it's too much to deal with..... *curls up in corner and cries*
So she lights up a candle for hope to be found
Captive and blind by the darkness around
Each wave a promise, a new hope reborn
Sunrise consoles at the break of dawn
It's safe in here Alanna *hugs* Hope you feel better honey.
*curls up on beanbag with iPod and book*
♥It's the ups and downs of living life this way. Promise me you'll never go away. Just stay with me through one more night because it's always darkest before the light and now I promise you I'll never turn away. I won't let you give us one less heart to break...♥
Thanks Katie... it feels like I don't know what to believe or who to trust. *he*, A-Rex has been inside me so long.... even my partner hasn't been there that long. It feels like my world is spinning and I don't know where to turn. *curls up in corner and tries to sleep. just need sleep soo much*. Sorry, I'm not much good to anyone here
So she lights up a candle for hope to be found
Captive and blind by the darkness around
Each wave a promise, a new hope reborn
Sunrise consoles at the break of dawn
*curls up in corner on a beanbag* not sure how to feel...
So she lights up a candle for hope to be found
Captive and blind by the darkness around
Each wave a promise, a new hope reborn
Sunrise consoles at the break of dawn
♥It's the ups and downs of living life this way. Promise me you'll never go away. Just stay with me through one more night because it's always darkest before the light and now I promise you I'll never turn away. I won't let you give us one less heart to break...♥
