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Old 14-03-2014, 08:28 AM   #125001
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cool and yes i also have an old teddy that mum used to have wen she was a kid called little ted



Have you ever sat there and wondered ‘why am I still here? I don’t even want to be here. I haven’t wanted to be here for so long. What’s keeping me here?’ And then you realize the answer is nothing. And that scares you even more than the fact that you don’t want to be here anymore.

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Old 14-03-2014, 10:44 AM   #125002
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too much work and not enough time to do it all *hides*



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Old 14-03-2014, 11:10 AM   #125003
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is anyone here i can talk to…im really scared…had bad flashback…fwel triggered…swear hes going to sneck into my house and get me…feel unsafe… everyone here at hm is asleep…dont want to wake them up… none but one of them know about the SA…none know about the flashbacks or nightmres…



Have you ever sat there and wondered ‘why am I still here? I don’t even want to be here. I haven’t wanted to be here for so long. What’s keeping me here?’ And then you realize the answer is nothing. And that scares you even more than the fact that you don’t want to be here anymore.

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Old 14-03-2014, 11:14 AM   #125004
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is anyone here i can talk to…im really scared…had bad flashback…fwel triggered…swear hes going to sneck into my house and get me…feel unsafe… everyone here at hm is asleep…dont want to wake them up… none but one of them know about the SA…none know about the flashbacks or nightmres…
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Old 14-03-2014, 11:17 AM   #125005
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may… may i talk to you to try distract myself?



Have you ever sat there and wondered ‘why am I still here? I don’t even want to be here. I haven’t wanted to be here for so long. What’s keeping me here?’ And then you realize the answer is nothing. And that scares you even more than the fact that you don’t want to be here anymore.

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Old 14-03-2014, 11:19 AM   #125006
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may… may i talk to you to try distract myself?
of course honey xx



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Old 14-03-2014, 11:25 AM   #125007
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idk what to talk about… -shhakes her head to try clear it- i was ging tovtell dad and his parents (my grandparents) i am bi today but my uncle and aunt came over so i couldnt give them the letters… i hope they dont hate me when they read them



Have you ever sat there and wondered ‘why am I still here? I don’t even want to be here. I haven’t wanted to be here for so long. What’s keeping me here?’ And then you realize the answer is nothing. And that scares you even more than the fact that you don’t want to be here anymore.

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Old 14-03-2014, 11:29 AM   #125008
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idk what to talk about… -shhakes her head to try clear it- i was ging tovtell dad and his parents (my grandparents) i am bi today but my uncle and aunt came over so i couldnt give them the letters… i hope they dont hate me when they read them
that is very brave honey well done even if you haven't done it yet just writing it down and knowing that you're going to give it them is a great step. want to have a blanket and a story?



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Old 14-03-2014, 11:39 AM   #125009
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yes please. Even though my friend who is also bi told me i shouldnt rush it or set a time limit as it will stress me out i really want to get it done this weekend as if i dont do it then its a whole other month before i will see them together in my grandparents house.. yes it is stressing me out and may ng me nervous… i just want it over and done with so i no longer have to worry about their reactions.



Have you ever sat there and wondered ‘why am I still here? I don’t even want to be here. I haven’t wanted to be here for so long. What’s keeping me here?’ And then you realize the answer is nothing. And that scares you even more than the fact that you don’t want to be here anymore.

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Old 14-03-2014, 11:41 AM   #125010
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yes please. Even though my friend who is also bi told me i shouldnt rush it or set a time limit as it will stress me out i really want to get it done this weekend as if i dont do it then its a whole other month before i will see them together in my grandparents house.. yes it is stressing me out and may ng me nervous… i just want it over and done with so i no longer have to worry about their reactions.
I understand. *gives blanket* what story would you like?



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Old 14-03-2014, 11:44 AM   #125011
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Hey Libz, it's good to see you around here again.

*hugs disneyfreak* Hope you're okay.

*hugs Sam* I hope you're able to give them the letters, I'm sure it'll be a weight off your mind.

*sits in window sil looking out*



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Old 14-03-2014, 11:44 AM   #125012
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any but no scary ones… dont want to get any scareder



Have you ever sat there and wondered ‘why am I still here? I don’t even want to be here. I haven’t wanted to be here for so long. What’s keeping me here?’ And then you realize the answer is nothing. And that scares you even more than the fact that you don’t want to be here anymore.

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Old 14-03-2014, 11:45 AM   #125013
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-flinches slightly at katies touch but hugs back catiously- thnks katie



Have you ever sat there and wondered ‘why am I still here? I don’t even want to be here. I haven’t wanted to be here for so long. What’s keeping me here?’ And then you realize the answer is nothing. And that scares you even more than the fact that you don’t want to be here anymore.

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Old 14-03-2014, 11:47 AM   #125014
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Sorry if don't like hugs >.< I won't hurt you though <3



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Old 14-03-2014, 11:51 AM   #125015
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no no i like hugs just not at moment… just had bad flashback where ii could feel it… whats the time where you all are?



Have you ever sat there and wondered ‘why am I still here? I don’t even want to be here. I haven’t wanted to be here for so long. What’s keeping me here?’ And then you realize the answer is nothing. And that scares you even more than the fact that you don’t want to be here anymore.

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Old 14-03-2014, 11:57 AM   #125016
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any but no scary ones… dont want to get any scareder
that's okay, I don't like scary either okay...

here is Winnie the Pooh and the honey tree


Winnie the pooh was very sad.there was no honey in his honeypot so Pooh went to Rabbits house. Pooh pulled himself into Rabbits house, He ate Rabbits honey, he ate and ate and ate. When all the honey was gone Pooh stopped. Then he pulled himself out of Rabbits house. He pulled and he pulled and he pulled but Pooh was stuck. Rabbit pushed Pooh he pushed and he pushed and he pushed but Pooh was stuck. Along came Christopher Robin. “I am stuck” said Pooh. “can you get me out?” Christopher Robin pulled Pooh and Rabbit pulled Christopher Robin. They pulled and pulled and pulled. But Pooh was stuck. You will have to wait said Christopher Robin. Pooh waited and waited and waited. Along came Eeyore “I am stuck” said Pooh. “can you get me out?” “no” said Eeyore you will have to wait. Pooh waited and waited and waited, along came Gopher “I am stuck” said Pooh. “can you get me out?” “no” said Gopher. “You will have to wait” Pooh waited and waited. Along came Christopher Robin, Rabbit, Eeyore, Kanga and Roo “Now we can get you out” said Christopher Robin. Christopher Robin and Kanga and Eeyore and Roo pulled Pooh, they pulled and they pulled and they pulled. Out popped Pooh he went up, up, up. Pooh was stuck in a honey tree “We will get you out!” said Christopher Robin “I can wait!” said Pooh

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Old 14-03-2014, 12:03 PM   #125017
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-relaxes slightly- i love winne the pooh i have a large pooh bear teddy i have had since i was born but he is normal bear color not yelkow and i think mum has that story sonewhere...



Have you ever sat there and wondered ‘why am I still here? I don’t even want to be here. I haven’t wanted to be here for so long. What’s keeping me here?’ And then you realize the answer is nothing. And that scares you even more than the fact that you don’t want to be here anymore.

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Old 14-03-2014, 12:07 PM   #125018
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-relaxes slightly- i love winne the pooh i have a large pooh bear teddy i have had since i was born but he is normal bear color not yelkow and i think mum has that story sonewhere...
I've got 3 sets of Winnie the Pooh books they were my mummy and daddy's when they were little kids and I've got my own which is yellow with ltos of little stories in it somewhere....

I got a big Winnie the Pooh somewhere in my room I got it from Disneyland when I was abouit 7 and my friend got a tigger teddy my Winnie the Pooh has pyjama's on it but I don't know where he is.

*offers another blanket and drink*



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Old 14-03-2014, 12:14 PM   #125019
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-taes the blanket but refuses the drink- when icwas lttle my sister and i were friends with another set of twins and when came over me and the other twin that loved winnie the pooh would tell my sister and the other twins twin that they werent allowd in my room cus they no like pooh.



Have you ever sat there and wondered ‘why am I still here? I don’t even want to be here. I haven’t wanted to be here for so long. What’s keeping me here?’ And then you realize the answer is nothing. And that scares you even more than the fact that you don’t want to be here anymore.

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Old 14-03-2014, 12:16 PM   #125020
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-taes the blanket but refuses the drink- when icwas lttle my sister and i were friends with another set of twins and when came over me and the other twin that loved winnie the pooh would tell my sister and the other twins twin that they werent allowd in my room cus they no like pooh.
I know a lot of the winnie the pooh stories by heart. I love them

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