5 months free!
its been 5 months now since i stopped and it feels great to be free of s.h for so long. its not always easy and every day is took a step at a time but i cant wait until im again 1 year free. i Find that counting the days has helped me because when i feel i want to self harm i look at how far i have come i then get a strong feeling of not wanting to throw it all away because i know how guilty i would feel and its not worth feeling like that. plus my gf is great motivation to not s,h her love and how she'd feel about me self harming again would make her feel and that's what i focus on. feel great!
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