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Old 11-11-2018, 06:44 PM   #8501
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I have become comfortably numb
 
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Help me, it's like the walls are caving in
Sometimes I feel like giving up
But I just can't
It isn't in my blood
Laying on the bathroom floor, feeling nothing
I'm overwhelmed and insecure, give me something
I could take to ease my mind slowly
Just have a drink and you'll feel better
Just take her home and you'll feel better
Keep telling me that it gets better
Does it ever?
Help me, it's like the walls are caving in
Sometimes I feel like giving up
No medicine is strong enough
Someone help me
I'm crawling in my skin
Sometimes I feel like giving up
But I just can't
It isn't in my blood
It isn't in my blood
I'm looking through my phone again, feeling anxious
Afraid to be alone again, I hate this
I'm trying to find a way to chill, can't breathe, oh
Is there somebody who could
Help me, it's like the walls are caving in
Sometimes I feel like giving up
No medicine is strong enough
Someone help me
I'm crawling in my skin
Sometimes I feel like giving up
But I just can't
It isn't in my blood
It isn't in my blood
I need somebody now
I need somebody now
Someone to help me out
I need somebody now
Help me, it's like the walls are caving in
Sometimes I feel like giving up
But I just can't

It isn't in my blood
It isn't in my blood
It isn't in my blood
I need somebody now
It isn't in my blood
I need somebody now
It isn't in my blood



Shine on, you crazy diamond


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Old 13-11-2018, 11:06 PM   #8502
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You can't give it all that it needs
 
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I've toed a line
Kicked up enough sand but I still can't understand
Your absence over water seeking land

I thought you'd be there
I hoped you would
Hawk in my head lead me straight back to the woods

Relate until we're tired
Or roam until we're humble
It was early into our love
We got scared and became honest

Did it go missing?
Or have we lost it

It's nothing on you
But this weight won't carry
It's nothing on you
But this weight won't carry
It's nothing on you
But this weight won't carry
But this weight won't carry
But this weight won't carry

Was love there in those dark days
When we needed it
Was love there in those dark days
When we needed it
Like I need it now?

I've toed this line
Got it wrong so many times
But I still can't understand
We're in this together
We're in this together

I thought you'd be there
I hoped you would
Hawk in my head lead me straight back to my girls
We relate
We'll grow old in these woods

Relate until we're tired
Or roam until we're humble
It was early into our love
We got scared and became honest

Relate until we're tired
Or roam until we're humble
It was early into our love
We got scared and became honest



When I'm gone, are you gonna miss me? Are you even listening? Do you even care about anything at all?

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Old 19-12-2018, 01:14 AM   #8503
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I'm gonna put my palate down
And rip the skin right off my mouth
There seems to be a problem with the main connection
Someone's torn the wires out

Stuck in a place where all the teachers can't be trusted
Everything revolves around their appetite

Decisions become more abnormal
The more attention it gets paid
I'm the number one supporter of the first edition
With all the original errors made

Something started happening to the people I love
None of them have spoken to me since
The way they used to back when I was just a little boy
It's different


My pulse it is gone
Rapidly beating the window
With my hands
It takes time
Why can't I get anyone's attention out there
It takes time

I get too caught up
With counting all the things I can't do right
I'm just around the corner from the crucifixion
Just around the corner from the crucifixion


Something started happening to the people I love
None of them have been close to me since
The way they used to back when I was just a little boy
Deliberate

My pulse it is gone
Rapidly beating the window
With my hands
Why can't I get anyone's attention
(It takes time)
Out there
(It takes time)
We can't prepare for war
And prevent it at the same time
(It takes time)
Though I've chosen the sign
I don't know where the line is
Cause it takes time
Can't have it all at once
It takes time



When I'm gone, are you gonna miss me? Are you even listening? Do you even care about anything at all?

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Old 23-12-2018, 04:31 AM   #8504
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Cause even after all this time, I still wonder,
Why I can't move on,
Just the way you did so easily.

I just hope you're lying next to somebody,
Who knows to love you like me.
Must be a good reason that you're gone.
Every now and then I think you might want me to
Come show up at your door.
But I'm just too afraid that I'll be wrong.

Don't wanna know,
If you're looking into her eyes,
If she's holding onto you so tight,
The way I did before.
----------------------------------------------

What's the use in begging you to stay?
I'm not trying to save us anymore.
Cut me loose, cause you're too far away.
To make me feel better, make it alright.
To give me your sweater, hold my hand tight.
Nothing in common, nothing to lose.
Nothing but problems between me and you.

I'll give all my weapons to you.
We've said it all, no more bones to break.
I'm done thinking that we might just spark enough.
We're broken glass, waiting to be washed away.



Giving up doesn't always mean you're weak.
Sometimes it just means you're strong enough to let go.
"But it's the truth even if it didn't happen."


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Old 25-12-2018, 09:03 AM   #8505
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They say don't let them in.
Close your eyes and clear your thoughts again.
But when I'm all alone,
They show up on their own.
Cause inner demons fight their battles with fire.
Inner demons don't play by the rules.
They say just push them down, just fight them harder.
Why would you give up on it so soon?

So angels, angels please just keep on fighting.
Angels don't give up on me today.
Cause the demons, they are there.
They just keep biting.
Cause inner demons just won't go away.

So angels please, hear my prayer.
Life is pain, life's not fair.
So angels please, please stay here.
Take the pain, take the fear.

They say it won't be hard.
But they can't see the battles of my heart.
But when I turn away,
The demons seem to stay.
Cause inner demons don't play well with angels
They cheat and lie and steal and break and bruise.
Angels please protect me from these rebels.
This is a battle I don't want to lose.



Giving up doesn't always mean you're weak.
Sometimes it just means you're strong enough to let go.
"But it's the truth even if it didn't happen."


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Old 29-12-2018, 06:46 AM   #8506
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Cause all you have to say,
Is that it's gonna get better, it's gonna get better,
But it never does.
And all you have to say,
Is that it's gonna get better, it's gonna get better,
But it never does.
It never does.
It never does.

I'm not sick with depression.
I just have all the symptoms, and all the questions.
My thoughts can't stabilize.
Feelings I can't verbalize.

And all you have to say,
Is that it's gonna get better, it's gonna get better,
But it never does.
And all you have to say,
Is that it's gonna get better, it's gonna get better,
But it never does.
It never does.
It never does.
It never does.



Giving up doesn't always mean you're weak.
Sometimes it just means you're strong enough to let go.
"But it's the truth even if it didn't happen."


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Old 02-01-2019, 03:55 AM   #8507
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I'm going under and this time I fear there's no one to save me
This all or nothing really got a way of driving me crazy
I need somebody to heal
Somebody to know
Somebody to have
Somebody to hold
It's easy to say
But it's never the same
I guess I kinda liked the way you numbed all the pain

Now the day bleeds
Into nightfall
And you're not here
To get me through it all
I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved

I'm going under and this time I fear there's no one to turn to
This all or nothing way of loving got me sleeping without you
Now, I need somebody to know
Somebody to heal
Somebody to have
To know how it feels
It's easy to say
But it's never the same
I guess I kinda liked the way you helped me escape

Now the day bleeds
Into nightfall
And you're not here
To get me through it all
I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved

And I tend to close my eyes when it hurts sometimes
I fall into your arms
I'll be safe in your sound 'til I come back around
For now the day bleeds
Into nightfall
And you're not here
To get me through it all
I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved



Giving up doesn't always mean you're weak.
Sometimes it just means you're strong enough to let go.
"But it's the truth even if it didn't happen."


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Old 11-01-2019, 03:30 PM   #8508
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Awake to find the water rushing in through cracks in the ceiling
Grab your oxygen supply and leave everything behind
Dive in

Avoiding all debris, swim to the bottom of the sea
Find some shelter try and breathe, we could be here for a while

This house was shifting in our sleep from right under our feet, down to the ocean floor
Stay strong, we are with you all along, spotting you for sharks in the shadows of the rocks

Day dreams of summer trees, and your hair in the breeze
Witness the life in the tall grass, let's do this more often
The ground shakes, as I awake, under rocks on the sea floor where our house laid
Where just a few days ago I made you breakfast in bed
But the house caved into the ground when the ocean swallowed it down to the bottom
The tank's running out of oxygen
I have been rendered to shark feed
No help in sight, but sharp teeth and an appetite

I see their eyes surround me

Stayed at home for way too long
Now I'm destined for the deep blue sea

No help in sight
Big appetites
I'll be fine for one more night


Wait until the coast is clear, you can float your way to the surface
Keep a wary eye well fixated on the distance or you'll end your days counting hours in the bottom of the sea
Wait until the coast is clear, you can float your way to surface where you'll end your days with purpose
Keep a wary eye well fixated on the distance, you'll be on you're way out



When I'm gone, are you gonna miss me? Are you even listening? Do you even care about anything at all?

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