My Intro made a month ago.
Originally Posted by
Papio
Hello,
I don't drink smoke or do any recreational drugs and until recently I thought I was doing fine, Sitting in front of my computer I had a full on panic attack just like highschool.
I've lost almost all interest in my main timesink/distraction *games*, I'm lying my ass off to the people I care about and in the past year I've driven away all my friends, it has gotten to the point that I can nolonger socially interact with more than one person without becoming so awkward and shy I might as well cease to exist in a room.
Anyway that's the major issues I think.
Thanks for reading
Colin
Thank you to everyone on this site who has helped me or kept me distracted while I sort my crap out.
1. Not a single anxiety attack in well over a month.
2. I've reconnected with my friends and this Saturday I'll see them all in Stirling for a night out on the town.
3. I made a friend though RYL, a Kik penpal of sorts that I never feel the need to lie too, in a single week she has gone from a complete stranger to an admired friend, we've exchanged phone numbers, pictures, pains, triumphs, funny stories and questions about everything from favourite colour to deepest shame.
4. If you had seen me a month ago then compared me to the guy that went to my sisters birthday party last weekend you'd swear I was the happier twin brother, I smiled, joked, laughed, danced and kissed a girl I've thought was beautiful for 6 months.
5. Instead of backing off and cooling down like I used too I phoned, I texted, I facebooked. First date, second date and a shopping trip with her all set-up.
6. Most importantly I haven't lied to her, she knows I adore her and every time we speak I ask the question, has anyone told you your sexy today? the answer is always no and I always tell her she is.
7. Still no interest in games but I'm happy so who cares.
Colin
Ps I feel like karma is finally paying me back for all the **** years.