I'm not doing so great, really struggling with urges to od, but can't because tomorrow I have a gig then next week I'm going on holiday with my sister, but after that I don't think I can fight the urges any longer.
how are you?
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I am transsexual and homoromantic and proud to be.
Oh, and I'm ok. Just finished work and not feeling quite so low as i was. Not great, but it's a little less effort to a[pear normal. Thanks for asking xxx
Vampiric, I think a psych has to diagnose you, not a GP.
Yeah, sorry didn't articulate myself as well as I could have - she basically won't refer me.. at least last time I saw her about it she wouldn't.
Last assessment I had at the local psych hospital said 2 yrs on ADs and I'd be 'fixed'. Right... It's been more than 2 years now, and I'm no further forward. Grr.
In all honesty I probably need to be more direct and honest with her and open and whatnot, but I just don't know how to do that, if that makes sense?
In all honesty I probably need to be more direct and honest with her and open and whatnot, but I just don't know how to do that, if that makes sense?
Hey is it possible to write down how you are feeling on a piece of paper? Like the symptoms your getting and how they are still two years on?
Sorry Oliver, that your feeling so crummy! How are you feeling today? A holiday should be good and relaxing! And a gig should be so much fun!
Colour- holy moly that's a fantastic degree result and you should be happy with it!!! Well your right your dad can't really say much as he didn't pass his! And your having difficulties with your mh and you still did amazing. Congratulations.
Mari- that's also an AMAZING result welldone. Are you happy?( if I remember you got a 2:1? Sorry if I get it wrong I'm on my phone and can't look back or I lose all I have written.)
Katt- just wanted to wish you good luck in PARC I know I'm a bit late sorry! But I'm sure you will do fine! And as you have said earlier you benefit from it so much more than a normal hospital admission.
Sarah, hope you are having a lovely holiday! As you definitely deserve it! Where are you again?
Mark- hope your okay.
I'm doing okay at the moment. Was very shaky after seeing cpn on Wednesday as I had written lots of things on a piece of paper and he never realised before how bad things were. And then things just got shitter as the days have gone by. Luckily the boyfriend decided to come stay with me for a few days to prevent from od'ing again (he's amazing! And he also knew that my cpn would have no choice but to make me IP again if I od once more :(.) Apparently I'm on my last chance in staying in the community as he's the only one against me going back IP but my GP and community psych are for it so he's getting pressured :(.
How is everyone today? Xxx
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