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Triggering (SI) - So Weary of Life *rant*
What the hell is wrong with me anyway? I feel so depressed now though I can't see why. I am better off than most people in the world are. What is my problem?
My girlfriend broke up with me yesterday. I don't know why it bothered me so much. We had gone out a total of one time (last Friday). She didn't even have the guts to tell me herself. She had to get my other friend (who's a girl) to come and tell me. Then this other girl immediately asks if we can go out this next Friday (to the same movie that I saw on the first date). By this time im just depressed so I tell her sure.
I didn't have any money money during lunch, so i borrowed another dollar from somebody else. Then the same friend who wanted to go out begs me to borrow another dollar. She then takes these two dollars and buys herself a Pepsi and a cookie.
I get a small chunk of that cookie and then she borrows a dollar from someone else and buys another cookie for herself. I don't know what to make of that.
Anyway, I was so depressed last night that I slipped up again. No like I had really stopped though. It had only been about a week. I like the sight of blood for some reason. It calms me down. After I was done I just started laughing, probably a substitute for crying.
Anyway, sorry for this waste of space. I bet most of you are thinking 'These are his only problems? He's got it easy!'.
And how many of you actually finished reading this entire thing? Truthfully. I don't blame you.
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