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Old 27-06-2020, 06:32 PM   #401
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I wear a hat with foil in it almost all the time. I was really nervous about my church meeting next weekend because i didn't want anyone to ask md about it. But luckily we're going to do the meeting on WhatsApp so that's good. But I'm finding the constant fear wearing.



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Old 29-06-2020, 07:39 PM   #402
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My hat fell off, i don't know how long for but I am really scared of what THEY can have done in that time.



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Old 01-07-2020, 06:06 PM   #403
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I am scared that if i leave the house the Organisation will kidnap me. I have to go out next week, what do I do?



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Old 01-07-2020, 06:50 PM   #404
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Make sure you go with someone?

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Old 01-07-2020, 07:52 PM   #405
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Do you think that will be ok? My dad will be going with me.



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Old 01-07-2020, 08:26 PM   #406
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Safety in numbers. =)

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Old 01-07-2020, 08:32 PM   #407
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Old 02-07-2020, 03:29 PM   #408
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I'm so triggered by the Alex Rider TV series, it's making everything in my head even more real and dangerous. I've stopped watching it but I can't help thinking it was giving me clues and warnings.



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Old 02-07-2020, 06:17 PM   #409
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Can you talk to your family or CPN about your worries? I've read the series (didn't know they made it into a tv thing) years ago, and I don't think it is likely there are any clues or warnings in it. I don't think they would have known who you are or anything to put stuff like that in there.



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Old 10-07-2020, 08:17 PM   #410
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I told my parents and they reassured me. Not watching it anymore is definitely helping.

The voices are more this week but I don't think my CPN would be bothered...



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Old 10-07-2020, 08:27 PM   #411
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It sounds like it bothers you, though, and that's important. Do you think you'd be able to tell him you're struggling?

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Old 10-07-2020, 08:29 PM   #412
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I'd like to tell him but I don't like it when I'm essentially ignored.



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Old 10-07-2020, 08:57 PM   #413
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I'm not surprised you don't, I can empathise with that. You deserve to be listened to. Do you think you could tell him that you find it difficult when he doesn't respond? It's okay to say that.

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Old 11-07-2020, 09:42 AM   #414
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Really??? That seems rude and ungrateful.



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Old 11-07-2020, 10:06 AM   #415
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I think communicating our needs is important, but of course if it doesn't feel right to you, no need to do it.

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Old 11-07-2020, 09:58 PM   #416
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Like Soft kitty said, I think it would be a really good idea to let your CPN that you don't find his response (or lack of) helpful and maybe you could both discuss what could potentially more benefical for you. I don't think it's rude or ungrateful at all, it's getting your needs met x

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Old 11-07-2020, 10:49 PM   #417
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I don't know if this is useful or not, but since in person stuff is not happening as much, my case manager human and I set up a system where I can email them as much as I want/need, and they will respond via email on two set days a week. If they are able to, they respond more. But that way I know when and how often I will hear from them.

Since setting that up we've been able to do video chats instead of email. But asking for a set time/amount of check ins if you need it wouldn't be wrong or ungrateful. There's definitely a way to word it and explain that is polite. I mean don't be like "HEY ASSHOLE YOU ARE IGNORING ME" but if you say something like, "not knowing if or when I will hear from you is stressful and anxiety inducing, can we please set up something more concrete for when and how we can communicate" that might go over a bit better. :P



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Old Yesterday, 10:45 AM   #418
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I texted my CPN just now, asking for an appointment. We met a few weeks ago so social distancing shouldn't be a problem.



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Old Yesterday, 11:54 AM   #419
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I hope your CPN gets back to you quickly.
How are you feeling? How are the voices now?

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Old Yesterday, 01:43 PM   #420
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He got back to me quickly and we're meeting on Wednesday.

I am still scared and I think the voices are getting worse too. I'm not sure what i expect from him, j suppose advice on how to fight the Organisation.



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