Contains abuse - I don’t know how to keep going.
I’m sorry to post for support when I rarely post anymore.
I wish I was dead. I’ve done terrible things when I was younger, lied very manipulatively. I can’t escape what a horrible person I was and
Am. I can never be forgiven. I don’t know how to carry on. I wish that I could just go to sleep and not wake up. I don’t know how to move on from the horrible things I did. I told some really bad lies and when the person found out the truth it really really hurt them.
I’m so tired. I’m doing trauma therapy at the moment which I’m lucky to have but they can’t change the person I am. I don’t know what I’m asking for. I’m really sorry.
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