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Old 15-01-2019, 09:05 PM   #201
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Feeling so low and isolated.

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Old 15-01-2019, 10:26 PM   #202
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How’s the HTT and meds going?





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Old 15-01-2019, 10:37 PM   #203
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HTT decided in the end to take me on for every other day. I think my meds are changing tomorrow or Thursday. I'm also seeing the HTT doctor on Monday. I feel so anxious and I'm feeling low tonight.

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Old 16-01-2019, 03:23 AM   #204
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Why do you think the extra HTT input is making you feel more alone and anxious?

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Old 16-01-2019, 12:31 PM   #205
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I don't think it's that I think I just feel like that anyway. I feel so isolated.

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Old 18-01-2019, 09:29 PM   #206
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Luckily getting a new CPN but don't know when, seeing HTT doctor on Monday and seeing someone from HTT tomorrow and starting new meds then, been to fracture clinic and been told I may need more surgery, been invited round to a friend's gathering but think I'm too anxious to go anxiety is bad atm it's all too much

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Old 22-01-2019, 05:17 PM   #207
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How have you been getting on?





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Old 22-01-2019, 05:47 PM   #208
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Thanks for your reply. Been started on new meds. Been struggling to get through each day.

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Old 22-01-2019, 07:16 PM   #209
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Keep going. What's making you struggle? I hope the new meds help, are you getting support and monitoring through this change?





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Old 22-01-2019, 08:57 PM   #210
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Thank you. Just with suicidal thoughts, boredom etc. Thanks me too. The Home Treatment Team are monitoring me atm

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Old 23-01-2019, 03:04 PM   #211
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Boredom feeds suicidal thoughts I find. What sort of things are you interested in? Is there something you'd like to be able to give a go? Do you get on ok with HTT?





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Old 25-01-2019, 09:53 PM   #212
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Yes I think so too. I'd like to read more but concentration is bad. I'm lacking interest in things atm but I'd like to do more with my support workers if I get more hours. I get on okay with home treatment yeah.

I just feel like I've failed at life. I'm almost 25 and what have I achieved? Pretty much nothing. I've just been in and out of psych units and that's nothing to be proud of. I'm so frustrated with myself, I just want to be normal.

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Old 27-01-2019, 11:17 PM   #213
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I don't even know who I am anymore.

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Old 30-01-2019, 08:40 PM   #214
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Was wondering if there was anyone around to support? I'm feeling pretty low.

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Old 31-01-2019, 06:58 PM   #215
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Sorry no one was around. How are you today? Are there other ways you can reach out to people when it's quiet on here?





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Old 31-01-2019, 10:17 PM   #216
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That's okay, thanks for your reply. I'm sorry for posting I was just feeling so bad last night. I ended up calling home treatment and Samaritans but it didn't help much. The clonazepam helped though eventually. I'm okay thanks I've been out with my mum and bought some things for my flat. I'm feeling quite lonely though.

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Old 01-02-2019, 12:34 PM   #217
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It's absolutely ok to post whenever you need to. Do you know what would be helpful when you feel like that/what HTT or Samaritans could do to be more useful? I'm glad you managed to get out with your Mum yesterday. It can feel really lonely living on your own, would you want to meet new people?





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Old 01-02-2019, 02:59 PM   #218
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Thanks. Just spend time with me face to face/on the phone. Listen and give advice. Sometimes they do that and sometimes they don't with mh services and Samaritans it seems to be luck of the draw who you deal with.

Yes I definitely do want to meet more people. I am so lonely.

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Old 01-02-2019, 06:49 PM   #219
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I know what you mean about some people being helpful and some people not. Would you feel comfortable letting people know what you want from the call/visit and tell them what you find useful and what isn't so useful? With services you're involved with anyway they should be able to keep something in your notes to advise people on what you need when you phone or have visits.

Do you know of any groups in your area? There might be some info online. Maybe a support worker could help you try one out in the future.





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Old 02-02-2019, 07:27 PM   #220
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Maybe. Sometimes I'm not even sure what I want them to do or say, I just want them to help me and I get frustrated when they don't.

There's a walking group run by Mind and I'm hoping to do some volunteering.

I'm waiting to hear about getting a new CPN but it could be a bit of a wait :( I just hope it works out okay in the end.

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