I'm statring to get overly ashamed that I cant tell a girl that I love to death the truth. I love her and she deserves to know that I'm still here suffering a lot. I mean she tell sme everything thats goin on in her life, and I think she deserves the same treatment. But i'm too friggin weak and ashamed to tell her and be confident about it. I'm retty sure she thinks ive been free for 9 months. With every person who carries that peice of information, the weaker I feel, cause I'm the only one who knows the whole truth...
Sorry about the huge block of text. When I say one thing, this other stuff seems to wanna come out with it.
flowers, lol. She would love those ^^. I'm just praying she dosn't take it too bad. I think I'll tell her today, and meet her at a coffee shop this afternoon when I go back home... *prays that she will understand and not yell*
Don't mind me...
*goes to a corner, sits as close to the walls as possie and hugs her knees*
I'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I'm out of control, and at times hard to handle, but if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.
~ Marilyn Monroe
*takes as many hugs as she can get as well as a big mug of tea and slice of cake* i hate filling in forms and my DLA renewal came through today, all eighty odd pages of it, the F-ing thing isnt due to be renewed until january *screams with frustration*