Struggling. Again.

[tamobhuuta]

I hope they look after you at A&E.

[Cacoethes]

Thanks tamo

They've put more stitches in but the bleeding still won't stop
Got to have some IV stuff
Might have to call surgical team
It's all such a hassle

[EyelinerAndCigarettes]

I'm sorry things are so difficult. Are the staff there treating you well?

[Cacoethes]

Thank you
Yes the staff have been nice so far
I think I'm being admitted but not entirely sure

[Auror.]

Sorry, do you mean admitted to a medical unit instead of psych? That sounds really scary.

[EyelinerAndCigarettes]

How are things this morning?

[Cacoethes]

Yes Camden.
I'm on a medical ward now.

Drip just finished. Had to have a CT scan for some reason.
Not sure what the plan is now. Guess I'm just waiting to see a doctor.

[one_step_closer]

I'm sorry you've had such a hard night.

I wanted to ask why you'd sacrifice yourself to save the world? I don't think you could save the world personally but I know how huge it can feel. You can do smaller things to make the world a better place. The world is already a better place with you in it and we'd all love to see you well again.

[Cacoethes]

Thanks lindsay <3

I honestly don't know why I have to sacrifice myself for this
It's just what they say

I'm still in the medical hospital
My bloods are ok again but the 3 specialists I've seen have no clue why this has happened
Will hopefully be going back to the psych ward today because I really need a shower!
But no one has said anything so far

[Auror.]

I'm glad physically you are okay, even if they don't know why it happened. Shower and getting cleaned up sounds nice.

[Cacoethes]

Thanks Camden
I will be going today but don't know when
Apparently things have to be sorted out

[Cacoethes]

I'm staying in another night because there is something wrong with my ECG
Gutted

[EyelinerAndCigarettes]

I'm sorry you have to be there another night, that's frustrating, but perhaps better than going back early before everything is sorted and then coming back to A&E again?

Do you have any good distractions with you?

[one_step_closer]

Let people look after you <3 Please.

[Cacoethes]

You're right
I was going to self discharge but the staff with me convinced me to stay for the reasons you said

I only have my phone
But at least I have my charger now
Hopefully the night 1:1 person will be ok
They are often grumpy and disinterested

I will lindsay <3

[nonperson]

Just want to echo everyone above. You're important, not for saving the world reasons, but important for being you, as you are. Sometimes the smallest actions have the biggest effects, as in you don't need to do anything big like dying to save the world. Actually, I think Lindsay already said that so, yes, I'm just echoing everyone else. Thinking of you!

[Cacoethes]

Thank you np

All your kind words really mean a lot to me <3

[Auror.]

Ugh that's super frustrating. I'm glad you stayed, it sounds like it would have made a bigger mess of things to try to leave. Are you allowed to have a shower somewhere there or can they offer you an alternative option to try to clean up a bit?

[Cacoethes]

They offer a kind of freshen up wash in the mornings.
I asked the night staff to bring some clean clothes but they didn't which is annoying

[Cacoethes]

Thank you
I'm ok today
They let me have a shower and I changed into a hospital gown so I feel much cleaner
Just sick of being on drips and waiting for doctors

I just ate lunch and the voices are going mental and I feel sick