I'm not actually sure
I'm going to make an advanced directive saying I don't want to have ECT again, I'm not sure if I can put those things on it as well. I will ask.
Thats a good point
Thanks
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
I think you can put most reasonable things on an advance directive as long as you are considered to be mentally well at the point when you write it. It's definitely good to have one.
How are you today?
I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.
Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.
I'm not doing too well
I was going to text my CC but I'm too scared
I'm going to the cmht tomorrow for my depo so I might ask if she's in and have a brief chat with her
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
Are you managing with things though? Do you not have an appointment arranged with your CC? If not it would probably be a good idea to try and arrange one just to discuss things and check in with her. Even if you don't want to go into everything, just having some contact with her might be useful.
I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.
Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.
Well, I'm not in any danger which is good. So I guess I am managing
I don't have an appointment with my CC
It's a bit weird as she's usually very good with contacting me and I'm meant to be seeing her every week. I haven't seen or heard from her since the 11th of December. It is strange.
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
That's definitely not needy, maybe she will be grateful that you're on the ball enough to realise that you were supposed to be seen. It's ok to ask for help when you need it.
I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.
Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.
I text her asking if we could sort out the advance directive at some point. It does need to be done.
Although I have a sneaking suspicion that she doesn't work on Wednesdays so I may not get a reply today.
But I've done it anyway
I just had to not think about it too much and just do it
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
Thank you
She did text back and I'm seeing her next week
I'm not so good
I've had 2 big unexpected bills go out today which means I'm in minus numbers in my bank account so I'm really stressed about that. I don't get paid until Tuesday.
But I guess that's my own fault for not allowing for extra expenses
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!