Contains sexual abuse - Whos the monster

[beautiful disgrace]

When I was younger I am sexually abused by my older brother, once my older sister found out she made me do the things that my brother it to me to her. Does that make me a monster........

[Heaven Knows]

It doesn't make you a monster honey, not at all.
I wish I had words, but I wanted you to know that I read this, and I care. You're not a monster but I'm sorry you went through all this.
Have you spoken to anyone about what you went through?
x Katie x

[beautiful disgrace]

Ive talked to counselor about my brother but there are only 2 people in the "really" world that no about my sister... my sister and a close friend.

[Heaven Knows]

It might be worth talking to someone about what you went through with your sister as well. It might help you understand how you're feeling about it all?
*gentle hugs*
x Katie x

[beautiful disgrace]

I might, Im just not sure.It was hard enough to say that my brother do something let alone saying that did was made to do the same things to someone else and of the same sex. idk

[Heaven Knows]

*hugs*
I can understand that. Could you write it down or something instead?
I know how hard it is to talk about these things years later <3
x Katie x

[troubleshooter]

If your older sister heard what he did and then made you do it again? Then she abused you as well. She took advantage of you as well. It's not your fault honey. *hugs* You're not a monster, they did wrong to you.

[beautiful disgrace]

he abused her too, it was only a few times that she made me do anything to her and it was years ago but for some reason it was really hitting me hard the other day.

[troubleshooter]

So what? That's no excuse for her to abuse you as well. She knew how much it hurt, she shouldn't have done it to you too. It makes sense she did that because of the abuse, but it doesn't make it ok honey. *hugs*