Getting deeper not better
Lately writing has gotten harder and harder. The only times I cant write is when im about to go though a really really bad time. Every time I try to get better I just cut deeper, and now my whole family is about to find out becuase we are goimg on a trip to cuba and I cant wear pants and sweaters the entire time. Im going to be with out my number 1 support this weekend for she has more import things to do then deal with me. However I dont know how im going to deal with this, I feel somthing big comming and I cant stop it. I cant hide my cuts and scars much longer and I cant be alive much longer.