Triggering (Suicide) - *help please* *begs*

[*Gothic*Angel*]

id be calling myself that if i said it to you!!!!
gem i do exactly the same as u and worse!!!!

i wont get fed up with you......and if i start to think i cant cope u will be the first to know and i will step back for a while but not for long

[Warrior_x]

Lis as far as I know youve never done it as bad as I did it on Friday... even I never have. Im scared that youll stop talking to me forever.......... that Im gunna lose my best friend............ *bursts into tears* u member the thing I told u wen u was down mine? Ive still not told noone else nd i need you for that....... plz plz plz dnt leave...... *cries*

[*Gothic*Angel*]

gem i have done it as bad as you!.....but the first time i was a sher. you aint gunna lose me. i aint going nowhere....bffl......ilysfm x

[Warrior_x]

Lis ppl have said that before but they have..... Anni said it and where is she? Im scared Lis. Im scared Im gonna lose everyone. Im scared Im gonna lose Sophi..... im scared im gonna lose you.... im scared all my friends and the ppl i talk to are gonna leave..... i cant handle that! I cant..... I was so scared today standing on that platform...............

[*Gothic*Angel*]

i know u were. but u didnt do anything.... u aint gunna lose sophi and u aint gunna lose me......everyone else well i cant answer for them but anni is busy with blade just moving over....its the whole new romance thing that they didnt experience to atart with cos of the distance!......anni will always be there for u gem.....and so will i

[Warrior_x]

Things ent the same tho Lis..... I dnt talk to her anymore... I dont tell her wen things are wrong or whatever.... she just dont need my crap...... how do you know Im not gonna lose soph??? How do you know that one day she wont turn around like everyone else and say she dont love me no more? what am i guna do then? lose the only person Im living for is what......

[*Gothic*Angel*]

she will be around alot more after the wedding gem.....and u wont lose soph....she told me she had waited a long time for you an now she has u she aint going nowhere......yes u will have ups and downs...who doesnt but u will get through them.

[Warrior_x]

Meh!!!!!!!!! Im bored...............

And anni wont be around. I know she wont. Shes gonna leave forever... just like Harri and Rachel and everyone else.....

[EveBlacke]

Hey hun, erm, i'm really new to this site, but i too am a self harmer. I'm trying to recover. Anyway, you're doing the right thing by posting on here and trying to stay strong, although it really isn't that easy to. You should be proud of yourself for that.
I'm always here for you if you need someone to talk to, about anything. None of us on here are going to leave you, no matter what happens. You have our support.
Take care xxxx

[Warrior_x]

Ta muchly Eve

[*Gothic*Angel*]

no she wont!!!! she will be ack eventually! she just has other things to deal with at the mo hun

[Warrior_x]

Just like everyone else..... they just need a "few days/weeks" then they never come back.......... sometimes they just dissapear.... like Harri... she just went dissapeared dint say bye..... nd neither did Rachel!! Its guna happen again with Anni... then with you......

[*Gothic*Angel*]

it will never happen with me gem best friends for life!!!

[Warrior_x]

Have you seen what lyrics I have in my Signature? ^^^^^^^^^

Thats what everyone says..... what makes this different? Theres so much I need to tell you but cant!!!!

[*Gothic*Angel*]

well tell me

[Warrior_x]

I cant.... not with people around!