As the title. That's all I want. I want to be dead. Dead dead dead dead. It hurts too much and I cannot bear it and I don't want to bear it. Please just let me die. Please, this has to stop. I don't know what to do I am just so lost and I know how I can end it but I don't know. Please :(
what has you feeling like this? is there someone (anyone) in your life that knows how you are feeling and thinking? if not... tell someone (anyone) you don't need to go through this alone.
Depression, has me firmly in its grip and it's just to painful and enduring. And I can't see me ever getting better, for years just the same and the same. And no, no-one knows. I can't tell anyone in real life.
I'm sorry you don't feel like you have anyone you can go to in real life. I know how hard it is to feel like this and to be alone. You really aren't alone... Please remember that. What kinds of things help distract you... Keep you safe?