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Old 08-07-2009, 10:56 PM   #1
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Mildly Triggering (ED) - I put weight on................

I'm so fat and ugly.

How could i put on that much weight in a week. I haven't even really eaten. I can feel the weight, it's so heavy, how can i carry it around with me any longer.

?lbs in such a short amount of time.

I was nearly at the weight i was happy being and now i have to start again.

I feel so pathetic for being so weak and letting the weight go back on.


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Old 08-07-2009, 11:03 PM   #2
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*huggles*, believe me baby, I know how you feel :( Just remember, a certain amount of that is just what your body gains and loses throughout the day with retaining water and everything. a couple is nothing to worry about :)


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Old 08-07-2009, 11:07 PM   #3
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x lbs is nothing, could easily be natural fluctuations/water weight/totm weight, anything. Please remove the number though cos its against the rules.

You are not fat or ugly, the ED is berrating you over such a small amount, everything hasnt changed just because a number has, thats what the ED wants you to see and feel. Its illogical, because I promise you dont look any different, its your perception.

Im not sure what else to say but feel free to pm me if you want to, even if you just want to chat

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Old 08-07-2009, 11:13 PM   #4
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My tiny meal today though didn't weigh ? lbs, i even took my clothing into consideration. Whenever i weigh myself i wear the same clothes so they don't really affect it much.

xlbs is a lot to me especially in a week. I've got to be really careful about making sure i eat tomorrow aswell as i meeting up with workmates for dinner so they will try get me to eat so much more than i should do and my stupid body will pig out on all of the crap which will pile on so much more weight which i then can't excersise off as mu husband is on his 4 days off work.

My weight should be lowest at this precist moment in time to allow for the lack of everything i can do when he's at home watching over me, stuffing me like he's planning on cooking me up for christmas.

Sorry surprising mystery, i have deleted the number. Thank you for letting me know.


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Old 09-07-2009, 12:55 AM   #5
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I received a work sheet from my psychiatrist today. In a day a person takes in on average 3 and a half pounds of food, and over four pounds of fluid.

Try not to worry too much about normal body fluctuations. Healthy, no ED people's weight vary a few pounds each day, and you're body is no different sweetie. Try now to obsess... maybe don't weight everyday? You won't be getting a true picture if you do.

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Old 09-07-2009, 12:58 AM   #6
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I don't weigh myself everyday, more once a week.

My BMI keeps going up and up when it's meant to stay where it was. I can't let it get to where it's headed to



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