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Old 16-04-2020, 07:56 PM   #8561
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There is a thin line between what's good and what is evil
And I will tiptoe down that line
But I will feel unstable
My life is a circus
And I am tripping down the tightrope
Well there is nothing to save me now
So I will not look down.

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Old 17-04-2020, 05:47 PM   #8562
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Well I was walkin’ through some shops at the mall
A gold Versace watch was hangin’ up on the wall
And no, I didn’t have the money to ball
So I thought about takin’ it

I saw this movie playin’ up in my head
I walk outside and jack a Mercedes Benz
Go drivin’ down the 5 and even though it’s pretend
Maybe I’m a maniac

If it were illegal to have evil in the mind
And they cut me open
Wonder, “Would they be surprised?”
Or are there other people that are equally inclined
Think about the heinous things I think about

Is it only me?
Is it unnatural to, to have these thoughts sometimes?
Am I alone, am I some type of criminal?
Oh, if they could read my mind
Would they lock me up for life?
Lock me up for life?
Oh, would they lock me up for life?
Lock me up for life?
Mmmm

There’s things I wouldn’t even say to my shrink
'Cause I’m ashamed of what the doctor would think
Like when I felt alone and hated my life
So I thought about takin’ it

I saw this movie playin’ up in my head
Next to my casket were some family and friends
And even though I know that’s not how it ends
There was no shakin’ it

If they forced a needle through a cortex in my brain
Wonder what they’d think, that maybe I had gone insane
Or are there other people that are equally deranged
And think about the heinous things I think about

Is it only me?
Is it unnatural to, to have these thoughts sometimes?
Am I alone, am I some type of criminal?
Oh, if they could read my mind
Would they lock me up for life?
Lock me up for life?
Oh, would they lock me up for life?
Lock me up for life?
Mmmm

I tell my mother that I love her
I’m not coming home from jail
I’m so sorry
I’m so sorry
And tell my father not to bother
Waste a dollar on my bail
I’m so sorry
Hmm
I’m so sorry

Is it only me?
Is it unnatural to, to have these thoughts sometimes?
Am I alone, am I some type of criminal?
Oh, if they could read my mind
Would they lock me up for life?
Lock me up for life?
Oh, would they lock me up for life?
Lock me up for life?

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Old 26-04-2020, 12:52 AM   #8563
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Infinite silence
Flowing right in with the dawn
This is wrong, this is wrong
And I cannot sleep without the radio on
And how could anyone

You are in my dreams
Half human, half machine
You're with someone else that I have felt and seen
I cannot rest, or my consciousness contest
Looking right through the lens
From winter brings the spring again

Infinite silence
Flowing right in with the dawn
This is wrong, this is wrong
And I cannot sleep without the radio on

And we fall asleep again
With ties to mend
So please let the cleaning
Begin with evolution

Hold my breath 'til communication
Is only just a test
Hold my breath 'til communication
Is only just a test
Hold my breath 'til communication
Is only just a test

You are in my dream
Half human, half machine
Looking right through the lens
From winter brings the spring again

Infinite silence
Flowing right in with the dawn
This is wrong, this is wrong
And I cannot sleep without the radio on

Infinite silence
Flowing right in with the dawn
This is wrong, this is wrong
And I cannot sleep without the radio



When I'm gone, are you gonna miss me? Are you even listening? Do you even care about anything at all?

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Old 29-04-2020, 03:00 PM   #8564
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Congratulations, you played me, made me your perfect fool
I thought that you would be a lot more mature it's not true
Oh, this is funny for you right now but just wait a bit
One day I promise you'll see it won't be me suffering
You let me burn, you let me bleed, you let me hurt to death
You wouldn't care if in front of you I took my last breath
One day your heart and your soul will be boiling with regret
From your manipulative ways and your infantile threats
But no, you never thought I'd let you go
Oh no, you thought that I would always need you
Well, it's hard
When you're the one that's gasping for air
I don't need you there
Knock, knock, knock, knock on my door
You can knock some more
I'll keep knocking right along with you
To the sound that our heartbeats used to do
Snap my fingers and you'll snap yours
Then we'll stomp the floor
Sing along to our melody
Even if we're a tiny little bit off key
I'm sorry it had to be this way
But I'll enjoy it when you walk away
(Come on!)
You never treated me like you promised you always would
Made up excuses that no human ever really should
One day your heart and your soul will be boiling with defeat
'Cause I'll be ruling up on top and you'll look up at me
But no, you never thought I'd let you go
Oh no, you thought that I would always need you
Well, it's hard
When you're the one that's gasping for air
I don't need you there
Knock, knock, knock, knock on my door
You can knock some more
I'll keep knocking right along with you
To the sound that our heartbeats used to do
Snap my fingers and you'll snap yours
Then we'll stomp the floor
Sing along to our melody
Even if we're a tiny little bit off key
I'm sorry it had to be this way
But I'll enjoy it when you walk away
And you keep knocking at my door
And I don't even know what for
I've said it a million times
And I've already left you...
Behind
Oh, oh, say!
Knock, knock, knock, knock on my door
You can knock some more
I'll keep knocking right along with you
To the sound that our heartbeats used to do
Snap my fingers and you'll snap yours
Then we'll stomp the floor
Sing along to our melody
Even if we're a tiny little bit off key
I'm sorry it had to be this way




We'll make it together, one small step at a time


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Old 06-05-2020, 07:00 PM   #8565
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The scariest place that I've ever been
Is in my own head around 2 AM
The room it will spin and I'll feel sick
My chest it'll heave and I cannot breathe
I'm panicking, frantically, so depressed, manically
Pop a few pills to maybe do the trick

'Cause no amount of music can cover the screams
No television shows can hide the voices it seems
I'm sitting in my bed, with my hands over my head, wishing this was all just a dream
I'm sitting in my bed, with my hands over my head, wishing this was all just a dream

Silence is the loudest thing that's ever filled my head
The voices telling, yelling at me I should be dead
Silence is the loudest thing that's ever filled my head
When's it gonna stop?
"Never," they said,
"You're better off dead."

If someone put a gun to my head
I'd gladly pull the trigger
'Cause when you're already dead inside
There's nothing else to live for
You'd be doing me a favour
Literally blowing my mind
By showing me a piece of what's on the inside
A mess I must confess a little bit twisted
Yes I get it, I'll admit it
I'm just a little bit weird
Oh dear but

In this day and age aren't we all a little bit strange?
And the voices we are all starting to hear
In this day and age aren't we all a little bit strange?
And the voices we are all starting to hear

Silence is the loudest thing that's ever filled my head
The voices telling, yelling at me I should be dead
Silence is the loudest thing that's ever filled my head
When's it gonna stop?
"Never," they said,
"You're better off dead."

They say jump from that window sill
We won't catch you but the ground will
Jump from that window sill
We won't catch you but the ground will
Jump from that window sill
We won't catch you but the ground will

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Old 07-05-2020, 10:46 PM   #8566
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So where the hell's my hope,
And why can't I just try?
You know I've lost a lot,
But I won't let this die.
I know I've got a friend up in the atmosphere,
And another reason not to fear the sky;
No, not tonight.





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Old 07-06-2020, 05:43 AM   #8567
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I thought I saw a man brought to life
He was warm, he came around like he was dignified
He showed me what it was to cry
Well, you couldn't be that man I adored
You don't seem to know, or seem to care what your heart is for
But I don't know him anymore
There's nothin' where he used to lie
The conversation has run dry
That's what's goin' on
Nothing's fine, I'm torn
I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
Lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see
The perfect sky is torn
You're a little late
I'm already torn

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Old 08-06-2020, 08:13 PM   #8568
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Mama, come here
Approach, appear
Daddy, I'm alone
'Cause this house don't feel like home
If you love me, don't let go
If you love me, don't let go
Hold
Hold on
Hold on to me
'Cause I'm a little unsteady
A little unsteady
Hold
Hold on
Hold on to me
'Cause I'm a little unsteady
A little unsteady
Mother, I know
That you're tired of being alone
Dad, I know you're trying
To fight when you feel like flying
If you love me, don't let go
If you love me, don't let go
Hold
Hold on
Hold on to me
'Cause I'm a little unsteady
A little unsteady

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Old 01-07-2020, 07:10 PM   #8569
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My love, he doesn't love me
So I tell myself
I tell myself I do

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Old 14-07-2020, 05:17 AM   #8570
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Who am I to say you love me?

I don't know anything at all.
I don't know anything at all.

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Old 16-07-2020, 11:49 PM   #8571
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Take cover
Signs don't show
You drove me
Off the road
But you let go
'Cause your hope is gone
And every question fades away
It's a shame you don't know what you're running from
Would your bones have to break and your lights turn off
Would it take the end of time to hear you heart's false start?
You know this is your biggest mistake
What a waste, what a waste, what a waste
And of all the things you never explained
Well you know this is your biggest mistake
You tread water
Fighting for the air in your lungs
Move
Move closer
Maybe you can right all your wrongs
But you let go
'Cause your hope is gone
And every answer fades away
It's a shame you don't know what you're running from
Would your bones have to break and your lights turn off
Would it take the end of time to hear your hearts false start?
You know this is your biggest mistake
What a waste, what a waste, what a waste
And of all the things you never explained
Well you know this is your biggest mistake
Wipe the mud spray from the face stop the engine
Stop pretending
Wipe the mud spray from your face stop the engine,
Stop pretending, that you're still breathing
It's a shame you don't know what you're running from
Would your bones have to break and your lights turn off
Would it take the end of time to hear your hearts false start?
You know this is your biggest mistake
What a waste, what a waste, what a waste
And of all the things you never explained
Well you know this is your biggest mistake

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Old 29-07-2020, 10:18 PM   #8572
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Oh oh oh and oblivion
Oh oh oh and oblivion
When you fall asleep
with your head upon my shoulder
When you're in my arms
but you've gone somewhere deeper
Are you going to age with grace?
Are you going to age without mistakes?
When, oh oh oh and oblivion
When, oh oh oh and oblivion
When, oh oh oh and oblivion
When, oh oh oh and oblivion
When, oh oh oh and oblivion
When, oh oh oh and oblivion
When you play it hard
and I try to follow you there
It's not about control
But I turn back when I see where you go

Are you going to age with grace?
Are you going to leave a path to trace?
When, oh oh oh and oblivion
When, oh oh oh and oblivion
When, oh oh oh and oblivion
When, oh oh oh and oblivion
When, oh oh oh and oblivion
When, oh oh oh and oblivion





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Old 31-07-2020, 03:47 AM   #8573
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mitski- me and my husband

"I steal a few breaths from the world for a minute
And then I'll be nothing forever
And all of my memories
And all of the things I have seen will be gone
With my eyes, with my body, with me"

skip

"And I'm the idiot with the painted face
In the corner, taking up space
But when he walks in, I am loved, I am loved"

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Old 31-07-2020, 03:51 AM   #8574
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heaven knows i'm miserable now - the smiths

I was happy in the haze of a drunken hour
But heaven knows I'm miserable now
I was looking for a job, and then I found a job
And heaven knows I'm miserable now
In my life
Why do I give valuable time
To people who don't care if I live or die?
Two lovers entwined pass me by
And heaven knows I'm miserable now
I was looking for a job, and then I found a job
And heaven knows I'm miserable now
In my life
Oh, why do I give valuable time
To people who don't care if I live or die?
What she asked of me at the end of the day
Caligula would have blushed
"Oh, you've been in the house too long" she said
And I naturally fled
In my life
Why do I smile
At people who I'd much rather kick in the eye?
I was happy in the haze of a drunken hour
But heaven knows I'm miserable now
"Oh, you've been in the house too long" she said
And I naturally fled
In my life
Oh, why do I give valuable time
To people who don't care if I live or die?

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Old 31-07-2020, 03:52 AM   #8575
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i know it's over - the smiths

Oh Mother, I can feel the soil falling over my head
And as I climb into an empty bed
Oh well. Enough said.
I know it's over - still I cling
I don't know where else I can go
Oh...
Oh Mother, I can feel the soil falling over my head
See, the sea wants to take me
The knife wants to slit me
Do you think you can help me?
Sad veiled bride, please be happy
Handsome groom, give her room
Loud, loutish lover, treat her kindly
(Though she needs you
More than she loves you)
And I know it's over - still I cling
I don't know where else I can go
Over and over and over and over
Over and over, la...
I know it's over
And it never really began
But in my heart it was so real
And you even spoke to me, and said :
"If you're so funny
Then why are you on your own tonight ?
And if you're so clever
Then why are you on your own tonight ?
If you're so very entertaining
Then why are you on your own tonight ?
If you're so very good-looking
Why do you sleep alone tonight ?
I know...
'Cause tonight is just like any other night
That's why you're on your own tonight
With your triumphs and your charms
While they're in each other's arms..."
It's so easy to laugh
It's so easy to hate
It takes strength to be gentle and kind
Over, over, over, over
It's so easy to laugh
It's so easy to hate
It takes guts to be gentle and kind
Over, over
Love is natural and real
But not for you, my love
Not tonight, my love
Love is natural and real
But not for such as you and I, my love
Oh Mother, I can feel the soil falling over my head
Oh Mother, I can feel the soil falling over my head
Oh Mother, I can feel the soil falling over my head
Oh Mother, I can feel the soil falling over my ...
Oh Mother, I can feel the soil falling over my head
Oh Mother, I can even feel the soil falling over my head
Oh Mother, I can feel the soil falling over my head
Oh Mother, I can feel the soil falling over my...


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Old 28-08-2020, 12:02 AM   #8576
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Im a goner somebody catch my breath im a goner somebody catch my breath i wanna be known by you i wanna b known by you twenty one pilots

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Old 16-09-2020, 04:51 PM   #8577
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You've got to get up every morning
With a smile in your face
And show the world all the love in your heart
Then people gonna treat you better
You're gonna find, yes you will
That you're beautiful, as you feel
Waiting at the station with a workday wind a-blowing
I've got nothing to do but watch the passers-by
Mirrored in their faces I see frustration growing
And they don't see it showing, why do I?
You've got to get up every morning
With a smile in your face
And show the world all the love in your heart
Then people gonna treat you better
You're gonna find, yes you will
That you're beautiful as you feel
I have often asked myself the reason for sadness
In a world where tears are just a lullaby
If there's any answer, maybe love can end the madness
Maybe not, oh, but we can only try
You've got to get up every morning
With a smile in your face
And show the world all the love in your heart
Then people gonna treat you better
You're gonna find, yes you will
That you're beautiful
You're beautiful
You're beautiful as you feel



Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted.
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. I tried groups, didn't work out just made my depression a lot worse.

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Old 04-10-2020, 02:43 AM   #8578
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I wake up every morning with my head up in a daze
I'm not sure if I should say this, ****, I'll say it anyway
Everybody tries to tell me that I'm goin' through a phase
I don't know if it's a phase, I just wanna feel okay, yeah
I battle with depression, but the question still remains
Is this post-traumatic stressin' or am I suppressin' rage?
And my doctor tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase
Yeah, it's not a ****in' phase, I just wanna feel okay

Okay, yeah, I struggle with this bullshit every day
And it's probably 'cause my demons simultaneously rage
It obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me

'Cause I'm about to break down
I'm searchin' for a way out
I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer
I'm a popular, popular monster
I break down
Falling into love now
With falling apart
I'm a popular, popular monster

I think I'm going nowhere like a rat trapped in a maze
Every wall that I knock down is just a wall that I'll replace
I'm in a race against myself, I try to keep a steady pace
How the **** will I escape if I never close my case?
Oh my God, I keep on stressin', every second that I waste
Is another second sooner to a blessing I won't take
But my therapist will tell me that I'm going through a stage
Yeah, it's not a ****ing stage, I just wanna feel okay

Okay, mother****er, now you got my attention
I need to change a couple things 'cause somethin' is missing
And what if I were to lie? Tell you everything is fine
Every single ****ing day I get closer to the grave
I am terrified, I fell asleep at the wheel again
Crashed my car just to feel again
It obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me

Cause I'm about to break down
I'm searchin' for a way out
I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer
I'm a popular, popular monster
I break down
Falling into love now
With falling apart
I'm a popular, popular ****ing monster, yeah

Yeah, here we go again, mother****er, oh
We're sick and tired of wondering
Praying to a god that you don't believe
You're searching for the truth in the lost and found
So the question I ask is, oh, where the **** is your god now?

'Cause I'm about to break down
I'm searchin' for a way out
I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer
I'm a popular, popular monster
I break down
Falling into love now
With falling apart
I'm a popular, popular monster

I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer
I'm a popular, popular monster




♪"'Cause I'm about to break down,
I'm searchin' for a way out,
I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer
I'm a popular, popular monster"♪



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Old 04-10-2020, 12:03 PM   #8579
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I'm an exception
It's hard to accept
Because I try to be happy
But then I forget
They tell me I need to chill, man
It's all in your head
Maybe I'm paranoid

I don't wanna be myself
It's making me so unwell
I don't wanna be myself
Just wanna be someone else

I once had a thought
But don't know where it went
'Cause I've been living off soda
And cheap cigarettes
Maybe when I was a kid
I was dropped on my head
Yeah, that would make some sense

I don't wanna be myself
It's making me so unwell
I don't wanna be myself
Just wanna be someone else...

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Caught out here _ Kelis



Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted.
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. I tried groups, didn't work out just made my depression a lot worse.

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