facing imprisionment, wrong diagnosis?!

[Just another statistic]

i have borderline personality disorder, but now its being questioned just because im having problems with my anger?!
now im getting stressed out even more because i dont know whats wrong with me.
does anger or criminal damge/behaviour fall into traits of a personality disorder?
does anyone have any ideas on how to cope with severe anger?
i just seem to be yo-yo-ing from hospital to police cell to home and round again. i know why im getting angry but i dont know where my behaviours are coming from. and there is no support phonelines for people with mental health problems that need help preventing to be involved in criminal behaviour, which would be great if there was. there is helplines for pretty mcuh everything else, i dont know what i can do when i get into that state of mind, any suggestions?

[Sheltie90]

can yout try phoning the out of hours service or samaritans? x x

[Stellata]

Mind have a good leaflet online about managing anger and violent impulses.

Can you tell us some more about your anger? - we may be able to help.

[I am a cat]

I dont really have a lot of adive, apart from I have been in and out of the CJS Myself and its not nice, I have also been inside and experienced a lot of other prisoners with BPD, its quite common, to have anger issues.

Er this is this site called getconnected, if your in the uk? You can call, email or webchat and they can advise you of place to go for different thingfs, so they should be able to help you.

x

[Just another statistic]

i do ring the out of hours but only get on with some members of the crisis team, i have had alot of contact with them in the past and only some of them understand, because of afew comments made. i was in contact with them over the weekend and the staff that i get on with were all on at some point, so i managed to get through the weekend quite well.

yep i have used getconnected, they have been really helpful but it was them who i asked about helplines but there wasnt any but i did have long conversations with them which helped.

((stellata)):: i have been working with my cpn over the past week talking about how to get to the route of the problem. she asked me to write down what things make me angry wether it be in the past or present. i wrote down alot of things. mostly from my past. most issues i had was because of the NHS.
when i get angry i feel myself getting worked up. its the same as when i SI or something..i get it into my head what im going to do and i cant get it out of my head until i do it. when im walking to the hospital with the brick in my hand i just get tunnel vision, im totally unaware of things happening around me like cars passing on the road. all i see, all i focus on is the path infront of me, the path leading to the hospital.

i went to my probation appointment yesterday. she said after the meeting that she cant give a recommendation until she has seen my medical report. but she said that she is swaying towards the idea of a cerfew(tag). which i aint to bothered about what happens to be honest coz i dont want to blame this on my mental health coz i know right from wrong and im in total control of what im doing, so i shouldnt be excused lightly when i have broken the law.

sorry i rambled on abit!

[talaiporia]

How are things going?
I'm sorry I don't have much advice; I don't know a lot about BPD.
Have you tried CBT though? It's supposed to be good at changing your thought pattern, and might help.

[Just another statistic]

Things aren't to bad. Still feeling majorly angry but saw my probation officer and that went well. Don't know how much longer I can keep this bottled up though. I have done DBT which helps but I just stopped doing it, stopped taking one of my tablets coz it was making me put on weight so my head is really noisey

[talaiporia]

How are you doing now?
Is it really a good idea to have stopped taking your tablets?

[ironholly]

But anger comes under BPD, casue i get really angry too, but not to that extent