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mother brother bullied me heavilly when i was suffering unbearably
mother brother bullied me heavilly when i was suffering unbearably
i've been through very extreme hell in many ways in my life
and during that hell my mother acted crazy doing crazy things
in my childgood and last years my brother bullied me horrifically
he coached my moher also to bully me
he convinced people who could have helped me during very very hard times not to help me
i have various serious health conditions, damagea to my body from athritus and other serious things.
i was crawling on the floor one year in such agony often not able to walk
i had huge stresses in my life
and my mother and brother bully me
others know them as being so nice as they put such a show to be nice to others while they have been horrific to me all my life which makes it worse as its harder for anyone to beleive me and when my mother will be older and pass away i'll have to listen to people telling me how wonderful she was when she has been horrificly cruel to me.
even if she suddenly apologised i wouldnt beleive it as she just never showed any abulity to understand the very extreme harships in my life.
i try not to think about them
i try to forgive them
but the pain of their cruelty and taunts is enormous for me
they beleive that drs mris blood tests etc specialists are not the true judge of my health
they beleive that they know better than several drs who tried to talk to them and tried to write to them and who were horrified by thier blindness and cruelty
they taunted me that i'm simply depressed instead of showing any understanding of the suffering i go through from athritus or fibrolyalgia or burn out or injuries or ongoing chest infections that go on and on and on.
it adds so much more pain when one is suffering so much and those who should be kindest are very very cruel
but then run to help anyone else
and bully me on top of it thinking they are the best drs and know better than all the drs.
i['ve had drs horrified at test results saying they are similar to their cancer patients and yet my mother and brothr just taunt me, just try to have an answser for everything, they dismiss any dr or specialist and they just taunt me that i'm simply depressed showing total blindness to enormous stresses in my life that i have not listed here.
i've learnt its a human need to have caring , loyalty, kindness , listening, understanding,
but that has not been what i got quite the opposite.
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