Ever get jealous?
I’m in a really good place in my life, I didn’t SI for a year and a half and even then, it was a relapse.
But I found, and I wonder if it’s normal, that I enjoy it when I get cut accidentally and get jealous of other people when they do. My boyfriend cut himself by accident and he needs bandages, and I actually wish it was me. I don’t just miss the SI itself (although mostly) but also looking at it and taking care of it... Like I have this thing to look after and to live around... Ever happened to anyone else?
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