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Old 22-11-2019, 12:44 AM   #801
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GUILTY
Everything I own is worthless, I am worthless



Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted.
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. I tried groups, didn't work out just made my depression a lot worse.

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Old 23-11-2019, 06:53 PM   #802
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Destroyed is the only word that springs to mind

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Old 24-11-2019, 12:43 PM   #803
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A whirlwind of ??? just a huge emotional storm but also feeling nothing.





I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.

Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.

You didn't come this far just to come this far.


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Old 24-11-2019, 09:55 PM   #804
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Pain feels like I'm being punched in the ovarry waiting for painkillers to kick in n feeling annoyed my day has turned out like this and worried about medical stuff

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Old 25-11-2019, 11:52 AM   #805
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Desperate.





I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.

Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.

You didn't come this far just to come this far.


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Old 29-11-2019, 02:16 AM   #806
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Old 01-12-2019, 02:47 PM   #807
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Mute/unheard.





I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.

Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.

You didn't come this far just to come this far.


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Old 03-12-2019, 04:08 PM   #808
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Disconnected. Alone. Mute. Hopeless. Trapped/need to get out of life.





I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.

Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.

You didn't come this far just to come this far.


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Old 03-12-2019, 06:16 PM   #809
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Old 04-12-2019, 03:22 AM   #810
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Holidays are brutal. Just wonder around without purpose lately. Zero expression. Feel very alone. Hope to not wake. No end in sight and no light at the end of the tunnel. It won't get better or easier. Just worse. No hope.

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Old 13-12-2019, 08:17 PM   #811
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Anxious and like my brain is going to explode.





I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.

Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.

You didn't come this far just to come this far.


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Old 17-12-2019, 10:40 PM   #812
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Had enough. Can't deal. Can't cope anymore. The pain never ends. Just gets worse. Suicidal.

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Old 17-12-2019, 11:02 PM   #813
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A bit worried n sad about spending Christmas day n boxing day alone but I chose this over spending it with my family so I also feel like I gave no right to moan even tho a Christmas with family is/can be so much stress and so triggering I couldn't face that this year

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Old 19-12-2019, 01:12 AM   #814
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Emerging feeling of creativity.

I feel like a palette of paints currently




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Old 19-12-2019, 02:14 PM   #815
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Pissed off. And even more pissed off because I'm pissed off for an unjustified reason so that therefore means I'm a horrible person.

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Old 22-12-2019, 03:49 PM   #816
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Kind of sad and it’s come out of nowhere and I have no idea why





It's a long way down
On this rollercoaster.



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Old 25-12-2019, 07:23 PM   #817
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Old 26-12-2019, 09:26 PM   #818
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?When words become unclear, I shall focus with photographs. When images become inadequate, I shall be content with silence.?
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Old 28-12-2019, 09:30 PM   #819
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Bit rubbish still hav no appetite but do have the flu forcing myself to eat a bit anyway

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Old 30-12-2019, 12:11 PM   #820
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Suicidal but trapped.





I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.

Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.

You didn't come this far just to come this far.


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