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Old 07-08-2012, 11:23 PM   #1
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So... Don't really know what I want to say or how to say it so I will apologise now for rambling.

So I have been arguing with my boyfriend a lot lately, about a stray cat I'm trying to look after, the fact that I don't have a job, my SI and antidepressants. Made worse probably due to my pms getting worse since I had a merina put in.

I've been pretty low lately, after 6 weeks free I gave in and fell back into it after an argument over the stray, George. I have been extra stressed trying to find Georges original home and sort out vet visits etc. but I'm counting George as a good distraction.

I'm just so dissapointed in myself for only getting 6 weeks before breaking down again and since I gave in last week it feels like every second I'm looking for something else to distract me. I can't get SI out of my head. I live with a housemate and my boyfriend so most of the time I'm around them and safe but my boyfriend is away at the moment so when I go to bed there is no one there to stop me.

Now my housemate is in bed and I'm sat up on my own doing everything I can think of so I don't go upstairs and get my blade out again. Hopefully if i make myself tired enough before I go upstairs I will just fall into bed and sleep it off. Basically just trying to distract myself.




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Old 08-08-2012, 08:43 AM   #2
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How was your night in the end?
How's things this morning?

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Old 08-08-2012, 08:48 AM   #3
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Well done for trying so hard to distract yourself. That alone shows strength. How did you do and how are you now *hugs*



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Old 08-08-2012, 11:11 AM   #4
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My night did not go well :( and this morning I just feel really guilty and worried about hiding my new bandage especially since its such a nice day out today :(




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Old 08-08-2012, 12:45 PM   #5
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Little worried, just checked on my arm and one of my cuts is still bleeding a little, don't know if its just from taking the bandage off that reopened it or if it never really stopped.




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Old 08-08-2012, 02:42 PM   #6
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It might be an idea to drop into a walk in centre to get it checked out.

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Old 08-08-2012, 03:37 PM   #7
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It's stopped now, I think it was just from it being stuck to the bandage, I normally steri strip the bad ones but I didn't have any left.




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