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Old 29-04-2014, 05:15 PM   #21
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My little boss

Tick tock- tick? It must be broke.
What? My inner clock, you see.
The one that tells me time is running out
To start working on a family.

But my little boss
He's quite enough.
Bless his little heart
When he forgets that I am not a chair or rug
and sits or crawls over me.

My little boss who looks at me as if I have all the possibility
Of being the next best thing in his life after mom and daddy.
Who stands outside the door when I go to have a wee-
As he cannot stand to spend a second apart from me.

My little boss will one day soon not need me anymore.
I dread the time his parents will take him away or show me the door.
I keep my secret crazies close and hold my weirds at bay.
And hope they never notice how I differ from night and day.

But he loves me for my funnies
And even overlooks my sad
I forget when I am tired and
feeling oh so bad.

The world tells me I cannot be
A great parent to any baby.
That's probably why with all my heart
I love my adopted family.

When life gets hard and lonely
And I just want to quit.
My heart recovers, when the boss calls
It's time to babysit.





~Happy tomatoes together we will be~
You say toe- may- toe, I say toe- mah- toe:
Let's call the whole thing- red

ďItís time to lead the third revolution, which is not to say we want to be at the top of the world, but to say we want to change the world. Because the way the world has been designed by men is not working. Itís not working for women, itís not working for men,
itís not working for polar bears
.Ē Arianna Huffington 2014

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Old 30-06-2014, 11:18 PM   #22
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I have never felt so numb
As I do today- giving up my dream
I never handed it in-
And I don't care
Anymore.





~Happy tomatoes together we will be~
You say toe- may- toe, I say toe- mah- toe:
Let's call the whole thing- red

ďItís time to lead the third revolution, which is not to say we want to be at the top of the world, but to say we want to change the world. Because the way the world has been designed by men is not working. Itís not working for women, itís not working for men,
itís not working for polar bears
.Ē Arianna Huffington 2014

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Old 07-08-2014, 03:15 AM   #23
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Silence my friend.

As the voice- I scream, and cry and laugh and drown out the darkness
With noise.
I have left her wounded and alone because I must be heard.
Her bullies have mocked her, cut her hair, and her tears could fill an ocean.
How can silence be her friend.

He rocks her against his bosom, as only the source can heal its child.
Each tear is kissed away without one single word being uttered.
How can his void be so deafening, so vast, yet so present.
I am left powerless in his wake.

I wonder is my tongue the true enemy.
My desire for expression a delusion I have bedded
And the whore that I have become in my fear of being alone
Caused me to lose a true lover- silence, my friend.





~Happy tomatoes together we will be~
You say toe- may- toe, I say toe- mah- toe:
Let's call the whole thing- red

ďItís time to lead the third revolution, which is not to say we want to be at the top of the world, but to say we want to change the world. Because the way the world has been designed by men is not working. Itís not working for women, itís not working for men,
itís not working for polar bears
.Ē Arianna Huffington 2014

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Old 07-09-2014, 07:39 AM   #24
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Sweet sleep

Is it the fear of going home to a place I don't feel safe?
Is it the pain of being alone as I occupy this space?
Is it the sound of dragging chains, of voices raised in hate?
Is it the letter's lying tale of things I never did?

Why won't my eyes close for rest and give me some relief?
Why are the minutes ticking by and stealing from my life?
How can I quiet the beating of my heart and lay my body down?
Where does a weary soul find rest but in the bosom of sweet sleep.





~Happy tomatoes together we will be~
You say toe- may- toe, I say toe- mah- toe:
Let's call the whole thing- red

ďItís time to lead the third revolution, which is not to say we want to be at the top of the world, but to say we want to change the world. Because the way the world has been designed by men is not working. Itís not working for women, itís not working for men,
itís not working for polar bears
.Ē Arianna Huffington 2014

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Old 12-09-2014, 06:42 AM   #25
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I've decided and I am resolved.
To be a poet no more.





~Happy tomatoes together we will be~
You say toe- may- toe, I say toe- mah- toe:
Let's call the whole thing- red

ďItís time to lead the third revolution, which is not to say we want to be at the top of the world, but to say we want to change the world. Because the way the world has been designed by men is not working. Itís not working for women, itís not working for men,
itís not working for polar bears
.Ē Arianna Huffington 2014

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Old 04-06-2015, 04:30 AM   #26
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Be Brave and Bury me *trigger

If you have ever lost a lover, a friend, a part of you that you were not ready to let go of.....
you might have a glimpse of my pain.

I have lost parents, patients and friends.
But nothing rips my heart out and throws it into the grave along with stones and dirt.
Why did you not take me with you? Why did you journey alone?
I would have come and held your hand,
would have slept outside the hospital door on the cold bench- or even on the bleached floor. Quietly listened to your breath.

Now I yearn to crawl into the dark recesses of hell and wait with you.

I told you never to say good bye. Why did you hang up?
I told you to fight. Why did you give up and stop living?
They killed you. And I am left. And told not to fight.
They blame me. For not seeing the signs. For not loving you enough.
Why would you make such a decision that you could not come back from?
Why did you think that I could ever stop loving you?
Why did you think I would want to live without you?
Do you not see where I am? On a precipice of the mind.
I don't have to give up. I just have to f**king believe I can fly.





~Happy tomatoes together we will be~
You say toe- may- toe, I say toe- mah- toe:
Let's call the whole thing- red

ďItís time to lead the third revolution, which is not to say we want to be at the top of the world, but to say we want to change the world. Because the way the world has been designed by men is not working. Itís not working for women, itís not working for men,
itís not working for polar bears
.Ē Arianna Huffington 2014

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