Feeling a bit better today I guess, I just it's a lot of effort for me to settle in here and I'm still finding it quite hard especially as I like my own space a lot and haven't really gone out with them or anything as I don't really feel like we've really clicked. I've met some nice people on my course though that have the same kind of interests and me and such, we've been given our first project now too, so I really just want to get stuck into that.. I'm finding the food in the flat quite hard though.. I'm usually alright for lunch but I don't really like going into the kitchen when everyone else is there and it's such a mess already it hard to find a place to put stuff to cook even.. :/ I really do want to try though, I just guess it will take a lot of getting used to..
I'm glad you've met good people on the course. I found it hard to make friends when I didn't go out.
I know what you mean about finding it hard in the kitchen. I sometimes found it hard but you just gotta remember no one is really bothered about what you're eating or cooking. Keep going hun <3
Thanks, lovely. <3 I guess it's not that I don't want to go out at all either, it's just that I'm so exhausted right now and I just want to get settled in and meet a few people soberly before I go out with them.. I did go and eat in the kitchen for dinner tonight which is the first time I've done that so far, I think it was a bit easier because there were a few people from other flats over so I felt a little less awkward.. I will keep trying though! xx
Exactly, I don't really feel comfortable drinking around people I don't really know either tbh, when I drink I tend to drink a lot and I just like to know that there's someone there I can trust..
Thanks lovely. <3 xxx
Mhm, there were some daytime things planned but it turned out that I had to go into uni this week so I couldn't go to them in the end.. I've been getting quite into this project this morning and might go for a wander round the city after lunch, I know it's not ideal to be on my own all the time, but I think I'm okay with it for now.. I've met people that I can talk to and get on with on my course, I'll just be a bit of a hermit over the weekends. ><
Are there any clubs or societies you are interested in joining?
My biggest regret last time was not joining in & staying in my room a lot, try and get involved whilst you can because you might regret it and get really lonely
You can always meet me one weekend?
As Kate said, joining societies or clubs is a good way to meet people without having to go out and get drunk. Does your course have a society? Because that would be a good one to join, and would help you get to know other people on your course and so you could help each other out with the work.
It is daunting joining societies, but I regret not joining any last year, so am pretty much forcing myself to join a couple this year. It seems like hard work, but it will be worth it.
Take care <3
Thanks guys, I don't think my course has a society but I'm not sure.. I definitely try and look into what other societies and things they have here though and see if there's any that take my fancy. C:
Meeting you one weekend would be awesome Kate. :D xxx
Thanks lovely, love you too. <3 Just had a really horrible night last night, was still feeling really lonely/homesick, purged a lot, cut a lot, cried a lot.. Really hoping that today will turn out better though.. xx