Self harm craving for no reason help
TW: Cutting
I'm clean from cutting for a little more than a year. In that year I went to therapy regularly and cut a lot of toxic people out my life. Problem is, none of my current friends reakly understand how bad it all (depression, cutting, anxiety, home life, etc.) was before I started therapy. Life has gotten a lot better for me, but even so for the last month or so of school (April/May) I have wanted really badly to cut just because, not because I was sad or numb or anything. I just craved it. And this hasn't gone away. Now it summer, I live alone which I hate because I'm a lonely extrovert who feels trapped, and I don't have therapy. I don't know what to do. I am way more self aware from therapy, so I realized without cutting I use food, sex, etc. to replace it. But now since it's summer and I don't actually have a reason to be stressed other than my parents' problems (which is nothing new) it stands out more. I just don't know what to do.
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