Sweetie please try and go if you can, the longer you don't tell someone about this the harder it is going to get to talk about it. If you cannot get to the hospital could you call NHS direct like you were thinking of last night? And then they could at least advise you on what to do and what they can do for you.
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Oh eyes like wild flowers within demons of change ♥
I'd try and go. I'm not sure what NHS is we don't have that in America.
Make up an excuse say you need to get some important things done. Say they need to be done right away.
I wish you the best of luck
"The weak can never forgive. Forgiveness is the attribute of the strong".
I didn't get it checked out, I'm sorry.
I cleaned it thoroughly with an antiseptic (the make was savlon) wipe and then dried it with that special gauze material, I finally found some steristrips and put it over then a plaster over that. It's swolen and sore to touch though. Not sure if it's warm. There are other cuts on my pubic area but none of them are swolen or sore like that. I am so glad my mum keeps a medical stash in her bathroom! Will I still need to get it checked out? I could go to minor injuries after college tomorrow. And this time I will deffinetaly go!
Is there anything I can do to take care of it meanwhile?
I still think that you should defiantly get it checked... the sooner the better... I have only cut there once myself and I ended up unable to walk due to the pain as I didn't get it seen to... If you cannot go until after college then please go then, are you sure that you could not see someone sooner though?
I am going to try and get to the hospital ASAP, I kinda cut myself again this time on my arm it's very deep and the bleeding is heavy. I'm a danger to myself aren't I?? I'm scared of the damage I'll do. I don't want to be locked away. I just want to be normal. Thank you for being amazing guys x-x-x
Sweetheart, telling your mum about your arm would be brilliant. If your mum could take you to A and E then you could get checked out properly. You could ask your mum to let you deal with the nurse/doctor on your own, then she need never know about the other injury, and you could get sorted out properly and put your own, and all of our minds at rest :)
Thinking of you...<3
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But I am actually good, can't help it if we're tilted.
I'm in my right place, don't be a downer.
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