My husband and I are very similar people.
We're different though.
He has friends
I think it's awesome, but it's complicated.
He has friends and cousins he talks to and games with.
I like them and I'm glad he has fun.
I don't have that.
I don't have friends or family I'm close to.
I have him.
He's all I need, but still.
Usually I'm fine, but sometimes I'm not.
He'll be gaming with buddies and I'll be so lonely.
I'll remember how I don't have people in my life.
I have his parents, but it's not the same.
When I'm not with him, it's just me.
I'm fine with that most of the time when he's with them.
Sometimes I hate it.
I had a rough day today.
I want so much to say "Talk to me! Hold me! Spend time with ME
! I don't want to be alone!"
But, I can't.
I won't be that needy, clingy, obsessive, over-bearing wife.
I won't stop him from having fun.
I'm just sad.