Back at it again..
I am new here, but not new to ednos...
I currently am restricting
while flirting with the ideas of purging again
it has been 5 years and I don't know what is triggering it
so I am at a loss.
I so badly want to lose weight
but I have too many people involved in my life now to have this go unnoticed
so I am here for support and to do what I need to safely...
I eat healthily 99% of the time
but am so badly craving a b/p session
my boyfriend, whom I live with, will be house-sitting next week and I feel that that would be the opportune time...
Sorry this is a lot on a meeting... just need some people who understand because I have no one to talk to at this point...
Last edited by random.swirls : 12-05-2014 at 09:11 PM.
Reason: Removing numbers etc in line with RYL's ed rules