Review
Tomorrow I have a review with my psychiatrist, OT, someone from the voluntary crisis team, and someone from the official crisis team. My psychologist and GP can't make it. Has anyone ever had a review before? What is it like and how do I get my point across? I'm really nervous because all of the focus will be on me. The only thing I don't agree with about my treatment is that I am not allowed to be admitted to a psychiatric ward. I'd like my team to rethink this decision as it was made by my last psychiatrist who I didn't get on with. I'm afraid that, if I bring this up, they won't change their minds because they already think that I only want to be admitted to hospital so that I can be looked after but it's not because of that at all. I'm scared because each time I am suicidal I get closer to actually going through with suicide and hospital could keep me relatively safe. I probably won't even mention it. There is no point in me going.
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