~Phoenix~ is my Little Sister of Awesomeness and Self-Delusion :P Bitter Angel is my Mitten Animad is my Top Trump All Im Living For - Is my beautiful and special daughter who isnt called Kim but will moan if i dont add her :P
"When the planes hit the Twin Towers, as far as I know none of the phone calls from the people on board were messages of hate or revenge - they were all messages of love. If you look for it, I've got a sneaky feeling you'll find that love actually is all around.”
it's hard but once you have passed the 1 year mark it gets increasingly hard to slip up and increasingly hard to make excuses for slips/wanting to slip. 'just this once' doesn't quite cut it anymore (excuse pun couldn't think how else to phrase it), I'm just over 2 years free myself, although I feel that because my harming wasn't as 'serious' as others, it was easier to get over? in reality it was just as hard and sometimes i still struggle. i think because my harming was less serious than other maybe the depressed part of me thinks i might be able to get away with a little bit of harm now and again, it wont hurt much and only for a few secs, and leave virtually no scar.
of course the rational part of me steps in and jumps up and down on the depressed part (kick it while it's down!!) until it shuts up. lots of hugs and love, mand x
Mand, South Wales, Full-time working, single mother to 2 scarily independent girls.
I AM A PROUD PLUMERIA SISTER
