Triggering (SI/ED) - A poem or two... (trig substance abuse, mental health, and probably more when I add more poems)

[EpicFailGirl]

I found an old poem I wrote. It's called "Remember; 18:17, 18/02/2010"

It's triggering for SI, ED, Substance Abuse, Mental Health issues... In fact, it'll probably get removed or something. I'll hide it and advise you not to read it unless you are really hard to trigger (not that anyone reads my poetry anyway...)

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I throw up in my mouth a little and I remember
I remember bleeding and dying a thousand times
I remember anorexia and bulimia
And Prozac just for the sake of boredom

I remember lying on the hot concrete
With fire in a circle around me
But this never happened
I remember lying in the rain

I remember the spiders under my skin
I remember the taste in my mouth
Vomit and tablets and smoke
I remember dying a little each day

I remember Sally and Jinx and Alice
A pain like red ribbons tied to my wrists
A reflection in the window
A burning inside me

I remember you
I wished you were dead
I wished you would hold me close
My head swims with memories

I remember Alice
The burden of my memories
Eyes as black as ink
I remember, but I forget

If anybody reads this, and actually likes it, I have more poems that I could post. XD

[lozza]

I liked this hun!! well written

[EpicFailGirl]

*surprised* thank you!

[Louise]

Really liked it :)

[crazykat]

Wow I really like this

[EpicFailGirl]

thanks =D

[byemebyeme]

I like it as well, very well written

[finding.my.wings]

i really enjoyed it. thanks for posting

[EpicFailGirl]

^_^ So, um, here's another poem. It's called "Just Me"

Sometimes I stare so hard that I can't see
Sometimes I laugh so hard that I can't breathe
Sometimes I cry so hard that I can't feel
But that's just me.