Contains sexual abuse - i need advice

[iwantperfection]

please can someone just please tell me how i can stop how i'm feeling. i was sexually abused from when i was 8-9 then again when i was 10 & it stopped when i was 13. i never told anyone cos i dont want them to see me as weak & im too ashamed, plus now they probably wont even believe me. i mentally blocked it out but recently its all come back to me & im starting to think the only way out is suicide. i'm currently anorexic & have depression, does anyone know what i can do? i really just want to get better & back to normal.

[shadow-light]

Take it one day at a time, one hour or even minuet at a time if you have to. Just take things slowly and be kind to yourself. A few of the links in my signature might be of sme use