Today I had a really hard morning, I started to have a fight with one of my brothers and then my other brother also got into the fight and even my sister, so by the end I was really mad and that almost took me to do something that (thanks God), I didn't do.
When I was about to cut myself, or hurt my hand (I always hit my hand against the wall), I decided to get out of my house, I wan't going to let them take away my 4 months.
Today is been 4 months since I last cut or hurt myself, and I wasn't going to let them take that away from me. I thanks God I did that, I went out and have a long walk,and by the time I got home I was much better and calm down.
My RYL family
Little sisters:Shae-Lynn*, Ugly.Duckling,Rainey, NaiveRagDoll
Special little sister: save_myself
Niece: Brenro
Congratulations for overcoming the urge and using a really positive stratergy to do so. Remember that you're in charge whether you continue to remain free or not, so keep up the good work, I'm really proud of you!
Remember this the next time you get urges, and keep other things in mind that can keep you safe.
Today I came to the time when I really need it to hurt myself, but again I didn't, I manage to calm myself down.
I was having a fight with my older brother, and I didn't hurt myself when I lock myself on my room, I remember that I wasn't going to let them take my 4 months and I today wasn't going to be the day.
My RYL family
Little sisters:Shae-Lynn*, Ugly.Duckling,Rainey, NaiveRagDoll
Special little sister: save_myself
Niece: Brenro
well done hunni 4 months is excellent that is really great..... and even beter that you fought your urges to sh you are so strong and we are all proud of you hunni *biggest grin ever*
*lots of hugs*
take care
stay strong darl
Lana
xoxo