thank you aimee, as always it really helps a lot!!!
some good news though everyone:) I had work today and AND
AND... my main supervisor... drum roll please!!!! offered me a possible position for a new program that the organisation is offering next year... AND she offered it to me first!!!!!!!!
she also said that after my time with them runs out (half way through this school term) that I can continue working in supported playgroup as a volunteer
so yes work was good and I even stole an 8 week old baby from her mum for a period of time and was able to be really mindful in that and just enjoy the experience!!!
I think being able to msg T when ever I want has been extremely helpful as I have had such horrible and distressing situations with many people I have learnt to trust just leaving me...
shandy - I think I have heard of something similar to jenga before but cant think of the name.... or maybe its just called something different over here in Oz land?
and aimee - I am glad I wasnt the only one that had to do the walking around... how did you find that exercise?