You're not a horrible person! Don't be so hard on yourself. Your mom probably knows that you don't really hate her, but have you tried talking to her? I know it's hard, when I lived with my mom I could never talk to her about my cutting, and she didn't understand it, she didn't talk to me about it, but would make comments hinting at it that made me think she was mad at me, but I know it was just because she didn't understand and it upset her. I should have talked to her about it, I just never could. It's not easy, but maybe you can try explaining things to her.
There is no way that a size 6 is fat, you're tiny hun, try to believe others when they say you're getting too skinny. You didn't even eat that much, you know you need it anyway. You're the only one who sees yourself the way you do, nobody else thinks you're fat. Try to take care of yourself.
As for the guy, you don't need to make any decisions right away. Remember that a guy doesn't always have to be your type to have a good relationship. Let him know that you don't want to jump into anything but want to be friends for now, and if you want more later you can take it from there.
I hope everything works out for you. I'm here if you ever want to talk, xx
-kelly-
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