Lindsay, i hope you can take this time to focus on being in a safer place and getting to a place where you feel better and more able to handle the world around you and all its expectations.
Sometimes hospital is a respite in the sense that it disconnects you from the things that you struggle with every day. I hope this stay Will help you to feel better equipped and ready to face the world outside again. I wish hospital could provide a more long term perspective and not just be used as the last resort when people can't keep themselves safe. Take this opportunity to talk to the staff members and use the support that is around you. I wish you all the best.